is this normal? ši have literal guilt every single time i buy something for myself. i just ordered doordash at work and now iām sitting here feeling guilty about spending the money. meanwhile i never think twice about buying things for everyone else. please tell me i... (...)
In the middle of itNegotiating again, Needing to vent... just wanna say arghhhh arrrrrghhh I'll just come here and say argh. -------------------------------------------------- Got 30% off. Feelin' good about that. Not feelin good that we had to ask for it
happy wednesday!! š«¶š¼so ready to get this work day and shift over with so i can officially start my long 4-day weekend. š¤ iām picking up my sweet nephew as soon as i get off work at midnight, and iām so excited. š„¹ now iām just hoping the weather cooperates tomorrow and... (...)
Another thing to discuss with you about my projectThey have asked me kindly from the municipality if I can make them a better offer, budget wise. The thing is, I cannot cut anything from the other expenses, I can only cut from my own payment. I have calculated everything, talking to my accountant,... (...)
I probably near to my breaking point.It's just that problems keep on coming. I'll probably sound privileged. I have problems with my job and I'm about to lose it. I have to adjust my routine because mom left, and I have to take care of my sister. Because of adjusting, I haven't been... (...)
All out of spoonsI am very starkly reminded that my function in the family is to be everyoneās emotional sounding board. Everytime they have something on their minds they come to me. They need help untangling their emotions. They need validation. They need me to... (...)
I'm very upset right now.It's been like 4 days since I tried adjusting my sleep pattern from 4am to 12pm to 10pm to 6am and it's always a failure On my first night I only slept for 3 hrs, 10pm to 1am. Second night another 3 hrs 11pm to 2am. 3rd day is much better which... (...)
Close friendship over.Have you ever had the experience of having to break up with one of your good long-time friends? Your best friends one minute and overlooking all the bad behavior and the next minute, wanting nothing to do with her. And she does not see how aweful... (...)
Today is my daughterās birthday.Her husband asked last night if I had anything planned. No. So we agreed her dad would take her to lunch and I would make dinner for them. Theyāve been going through some things, financial things. Social things. The girl, she loves her drama. S... (...)
Been missing Experience ProjectI remember posting in Experience Project to figure out who I was in a safe space. I have really been missing the platform. I found this today and so maybe, just maybe, it will be about the same! I would post to discuss things I had been thinking or... (...)
How can I stand up for myselfI'm 35 years old but I've been abused my narcissists before in my life and it's scarred me. I have an innocent look for me and I look very young for my age people try to take advantage of me all time or women try to bully me. Sometimes it's so much... (...)
Targeted ads make me laugh sometimesThe day the first started in Spokane, I said to my husband, how long do you think it will take before the conspiracies start about the fires being connected to the data center. not even a full day, FYI... anyhow. Im scrolling instagram today, and... (...)
OFFICIAL DECREE #007I HAVE READ YOUR LOVE LETTERS. YOU HAVE CALLED SEVENTEEN DIFFERENT PEOPLE UNLIKE ANYONE IāVE EVER MET. THE MINISTRY HAS DETERMINED THAT YOUR MEMORY⦠IS AS SHALLOW AS YOUR COMMITMENT. YOU ROMANTIC COPY-AND-PASTE NARCISSISTIC WEATHER VANES.
The hardest part of doing businessWith other people...is the people. ********** I used to be so patient and flexible. I'm starting to wonder if I'm turning into the one who is "set in her ways". I never wanted to BE THAT person. I wanted to be the active problem solver...patient and... (...)
I really am no good with peopleWith animals I'm great. I can bond with anything with 4 legs or wings. Even scales. People are a different story and I found that out for umpteenth time today. Think I'm gonna take a walk
What fruit and vegetables are you growing?I've got tomatoes, runner beans, cucumbers, cauliflowers, capsicums, Chillies, lettuce and strawberries. Then in my herb garden i have chives, parsley, marjoram, sage, thyme, basil, and ginger mint
Oh yes I forgot to tell you, I bought a swimsuit today too!!!I didn't have one. It wasn't expensive but it was exactly what I was looking for - I wasn't looking for anything, but I walked into that Chinese shop next to the beach and the first swimwear my eyes fell upon, I loved it, I tried it and got it home!... (...)
Pray for me šš»Iām gonna show my bf my SW account, to show him that I have absolutely nothing to hide. That this site is not the most reputable of places š
But that there are a few gems in this pile of trash that make it worth it. š