This is the real me

So, I already have an account on here which is my darker side, but funnily enough I am more scared and anxious about sharing the rest of who I am with anybody. I've just started a Masters in Counselling and as good as I am at helping others (I'm pretty good if I do say so myself 😉) I'm awful at helping myself. To work on this I decided to create a new account on here which is just me, no worrying about pleasing others, no hiding the parts of myself like i do irl just to fit in, no hiding from myself. This account will be where I can express things that are really happening or have happened in my life. things i have let myself ignore because admitting them means big changes which have negative affects in people in my life, pointing out to myself the red flags i pretend not to see so i have no excuse not to work on dealing with them. No idea if this will work but tbf this will be the most honest I have been with myself, in, well, ever and I have no idea how I will react writing it all down but what's the worst that can happen 😅