I didn't go to church
I have nothing against Christianity and I want that to be 100% understood, because I don't like it when these posts deteriorate into Christian bashing
In fact I still consider myself a Christian.
However ,I had so much peace Sunday by not going to church I have to rethink everything again.
I can't stand the loneliness of just sitting there without my husband and there's really nobody my age.
I had a great day just mowing my lawn and talking to my neighbors.
And I didn't have to worry about fitting into a group .
I think, I need to take a break and decide what I really need ,want ,and believe.
No doubt some people will think that's a failing,perhaps it is.
It was just nice to have a day with out the anxiety
In fact I still consider myself a Christian.
However ,I had so much peace Sunday by not going to church I have to rethink everything again.
I can't stand the loneliness of just sitting there without my husband and there's really nobody my age.
I had a great day just mowing my lawn and talking to my neighbors.
And I didn't have to worry about fitting into a group .
I think, I need to take a break and decide what I really need ,want ,and believe.
No doubt some people will think that's a failing,perhaps it is.
It was just nice to have a day with out the anxiety




