My new year's resolution is to spend more time with herI wish I could be around her all the time, but we have to be practical. So spending more time together is what I'm going for. It is heavily dependent on her availability/desire to talk to me, but that's just the risk you need to rake for love
Moving on in lifeI need to build up my self esteem to not let my self worth be defined by a man. Only thing im letting in is a destroyed self worth and misery.
Today was fun....I had a mental breakdown at a park in my car.Stress one more thing went wrong in my life and I couldn't take anymore. I screamed and punched my left jaw/cheek about 3 times and just cried. I kept asking what I did wrong in life and why can't I just have one thing go right for me. I just kept... (...)
Did you know you were sick?Were you afraid of the cost of healthcare? Or were you so used to being so strong that you didn't realize how bad it was getting? I love you and I miss you and I'm sorry I wasn't there for you.
I'm 40, but humanity did a 180 from when I was a kid.I remember people being kind and helping each other. I lived in a community where people knew and looked out for one other. So yeah it's hard to accept how selfish and uncaring people have become. It's weird that's the direction we took, and almost... (...)
What's your favorite alcoholic beverage?I went grocery shopping today, checked for some red wine and vodka to celebrate the new year. But the prices are expensive at the store where I went. Gotta scout at other areas.
Nana Grinch! My granddaughter wanted us to have a Grinch sleepover party and she got exactly what she wanted. I wasn't feeling festive but I did it for them. ❤ I was Nana Grinch!
Bible passage todayMatthew 24:44 “Therefore be ye also ready: for in such an hour as ye think not the Son of man cometh.” King James Version (KJV)
I feel stuck.I know that I need to move and improve but somewhat I don't, I'm always making reason not to, I think I'm afraid of doing things as I'm afraid of failing, but I'm already failing doing nothing. I'm too demotivated that sometimes I just sleep whole... (...)
have some dignitydon’t love someone so much that you forget to love yourself. don’t ignore the red flags. the way they pull away when you need them close. they way their words feel warm, but their actions leave you cold. you’ll convince yourself their small gestures... (...)
I watched the Netflix Documentary on Marth StewartShe got in trouble, not for what she did, but what she said. If this were anybody else, they would not have gone to prison.... Stewart landed in hot water after selling her stake in ImClone Systems, a biopharmaceutical company, in December... (...)
Turbulent TimesThe turbulent times of today require an understanding of how societies rebound from all the disingenuous policies that leaders of nations impose upon their nations. The falsehood that the US is the richest nation in the world is just that. Sure, we... (...)
Opinions on old picsI wanted some opinion of how few woman look while performing ritualistic activity in old pics.. dm me to talk about it if u converse in detailed manner
Is MAGA modern American fasicsmt MAGA is violent sectarian and doesent accept any one who disagree with them and sae tthose who disagree as communists this is true american fascism,