I bought a ticket to Istanbul in a couple of days...I am thinking to then get a bus to Zagreb and from there reach the Croatian island. I will go to the cats up the mountain for few weeks:)) But the trip will be huge. But right now, that is the only low cost way I can manage. At least, look at what... (...)
Still on the lounge this weekDear God - you gave me childhood - you took it away Dear God - you gave me youth - you took it away Dear God - you gave me a wife, it has been years just reminding you
It's not paranoia if they're really after you!It's surprising (but not really) how many people confirm your worst suspicions sometimes, letting the mask slip. Getting 'complimentary' comments about weightloss, that are basically just confirming all the insults and things you told yourself that... (...)
How do you stay stable ?The world is a mess! It doesnt take a rockey road to realize we all climb mountains, myself is included! I am simple minded yet complicated by my deep thinking 🤔. I want better for myself because i am all i have. I dont buy much anymore, i only pay... (...)
Fun 3 daysSo this wasn't the plan for the week but when Sissy stayed home with me Tuesday i thought it would be fun to do the same with the boys. It waa so great getting to the one on one time each kid. As fun as it was im worn out and plan on being very... (...)
A bitter sweat daySo i while back i went to my sister's grave for the first time and I was heartbroken to see her headstone. It said her name date and loved daughter. That's it. I wasn't surprised but it still hurt me so much. Well i guess Buddy didn't like... (...)
I hope I was quieter than normalMy bio-dad called me while I was at work today, which normally isn't a big deal, but I was in the office today. Then he wanted to talk about some rather.. sensitive things. I cut things sort but I said a few things that would be questionable for... (...)
How can I do better financially? Advice Please!Recently I changed jobs to provide for myself a " better life". The old 9am to 5pm was draining, relentless, very boring..and the minimum wage pay was definitely not customer satisfactory! I chose a higher pattern wage, different hours, and more... (...)
What You Talkin' about Willis?I definitely have a generation gap with some of these posts tonight cuz' I don't know what they're talking about ... And yes I know that many people here are not going to get the reference above It's my petty pathetic revenge ...🤫🤪
Maybe I'm in love again...People often get confused when I love them because they think I love them in a way that I've never loved before and they start thinking they are special, many think they're "the one for me", but what they don't understand is that I love everyone like... (...)
Seeking AttentionI have to confess that one of the primary reasons why I'm even on this site is the attention I receive from just being here and uploading images and discussing certain issues. I don't know why, but I seem to crave it. I don't think that I'm a... (...)
Bad day today.I made a big mistake again and I’m paying the price for it. I’m too embarrassed to explain what happened but it has to with my financial situation. My dark thoughts returned for a split second. I know everyone has bad days but I just have bad... (...)
How I see depression.The Wolf There is a wolf that does not howl at the moon, nor chase what flees. It stands rooted in frost, breath slow and silver, ears angled toward the smallest tremor that might dare to disturb the dark. It learned this posture slowly— through w... (...)
Spirits are comforting me.The Holy Spirit stopped me from going to Switzerland to assist in dying. Last night, I heard my husband's voice loudly," Please don't do it. Please don't go to Switzerland." He called my childhood name. For many months nobody has called my childhood... (...)
So tomorrow TT will be staying home with meI told him he can pick a calm place to go Hes so excited but can't make up his mind so hes making a list Build a bear The Lego store See a movie Go to the zoo, he says he can push me in a wheelchair so i don't have to walk Putt putt golf go... (...)
I've Realized I'm really nice but only to a certain point. And I can have a bad temper. I'm just so easy going normally that I tend to forget.
Herbs-Greek Mountain Tea Also called Ironwort because long ago it was said warriors used it to help heal iron wounds on the battlefield Tea is made from the flowers and stems, which can be used either dried or fresh It has a smooth, honey-like flavor and it's... (...)
Celebrating 250 Years In One Month! I am excited to be celebrating 250 years of the birth of the United States of America. I remember being 12 years old and all the excitement for the Bicentennial, and to think that I would be around 50 years later to celebrate the Semiquincentennial... (...)