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i feel a little sad, I noticed something in me that I can't exactly fully control right now

I noticed that every time I go on here, I have this feeling of wanting to make jokes and have fun but I can't seem to do even that. I literally used to be like that. these months have been hard and I feel like a depressive episode has passed but not every symptom. I feel like a husk of myself. irl, I'm kind of similar but just pushing through and faking it. over here, theres no faking it cause there's no energy. I'm trying hard, there are just things out of my control right now even if I work hard all the time

I dunno if this was tmi, well, if you made it up to here and feel that way. welp, sorry for that
Matt85 · 36-40, M
You'll get there. Sometimes it takes a few months in the swamp before the flowers grow out of you.
I just made that up but I hope you understand cause I think it's true.
wackidywack · 22-25
@Matt85 truthfully, because of my situation, I feel like it'll be this way a while but thank you for your thoughts. I really appreciate it
popmol · 22-25, M
i have been in that stage of my depression for a while now.
where you just don't feel complete, its not like you are faking it, your body is like yeah lets get over this depressive episode and your feelings go back to what they used to be but somehow you feel nothing or less.
you lack all energy!
i do hope you make it past this stage as i'm yet to be past the stage.
but luckily i got to a point where i got fed up and bored of being in that state and managed to get myself in the gym :)
wackidywack · 22-25
@popmol I'll try
popmol · 22-25, M
@wackidywack i'll root for you :)
wackidywack · 22-25
@popmol I know ya do
No, it's [i]definitely[/i] not tmi. I've been feeling that way, too. I know a [i]lot[/i] of people have. For me, it's been the social climate - all the political and environmental stuff that's being crammed down our throats. Even though I don't watch TV or listen to the radio, I still feel it. I'm feeling my best defense is meditation and appreciation for all the good things I have in my life. There's nothing I can do about how the world is being run. But I can do something about [i]my[/i] world.
wackidywack · 22-25
@PhoenixPhail i can imagine what an incessant climate can do to a person. I think you're doing well for yourself
@wackidywack Thank you. 🤗
AlchemyFox · 36-40, F
Definitely. Life sucks butt sometimes. Part of helping those feelings is sharing them. There are people here who will respond and support you. I support you. And these times pass. There are changes and ups and downs and all around, but you will always be you. This is growth and I have no doubt you will get through it.
wackidywack · 22-25
@AlchemyFox this is really growth. I'm making huge scale changes in my life but it also is not at all easy on my overall health, unfortunately these are my cards and I'm gonna play the fuck out of them. I'm not here to lose
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Convivial · 26-30, F
No need to apologise... No one is happy all the time, life is full of cycles... Hopefully something nice and unexpected will make you smile... Hugs
wackidywack · 22-25
@Convivial thank you 💙
HannahSky · F
Hang in there. Be where you are.
wackidywack · 22-25
@HannahSky yeah, taking it a day at a time haha
Sunrises · 26-30, F
I had the same feeling once then i realized it was just me growing up 👀
Like i dont care about making stoopid jokes for strangers ion even care abt
wackidywack · 22-25
@Sunrises yeah this is me living in a wasteland and it will take me so much money to get where I want to be
Sunrises · 26-30, F
@wackidywack I think I missed the point of your post… I understand you feel this way because you feel bitter over your current situation?. Sounds like you’re doing something about it and it’s more than enough. Don’t focus too much on what you dont have yet
wackidywack · 22-25
@Sunrises yeah I think you're finally getting it. Unfortunately I need to map it out since I'm making very big changes but I'm also trying to relax my brain as I do that, life is just stressful generally. Thank you for your words though, I'll be doing best to help myself
That's depression, my friend. Now that you've noticed the symptoms, you're in a good position to treat the disease.
wackidywack · 22-25
@LordShadowfire.... Okay you know, I'm actually studying to be one and when you say that, that's very dismissive of the work these professionals put into curating progress plans, keeping track of it all, and adjustments when necessary. that's more than mean to say. it's not as simple as that
CrazyMusicLover · 31-35
@LordShadowfire That's what bad therapists do. Since I've been considering going to therapy myself, I tried to a little research and found an interesting warning about therapists vs psychotherapists. Apparently, if you want to get into hands of a licensed specialist, you need make sure you're going to a psychotherapist, not someone who advertises themselves just as a therapist.
@wackidywack @CrazyMusicLover
Don't worry. I deleted it. It won't be making any more comments.
Lilnonames · F
I like you.. And hope you will pull through. Jokes or no jokes just be you.. Big hugs🤗
wackidywack · 22-25
@Lilnonames thank you

 
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