i feel a little sad, I noticed something in me that I can't exactly fully control right now

I noticed that every time I go on here, I have this feeling of wanting to make jokes and have fun but I can't seem to do even that. I literally used to be like that. these months have been hard and I feel like a depressive episode has passed but not every symptom. I feel like a husk of myself. irl, I'm kind of similar but just pushing through and faking it. over here, theres no faking it cause there's no energy. I'm trying hard, there are just things out of my control right now even if I work hard all the time

I dunno if this was tmi, well, if you made it up to here and feel that way. welp, sorry for that

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popmol · 22-25, M

i have been in that stage of my depression for a while now.
where you just don't feel complete, its not like you are faking it, your body is like yeah lets get over this depressive episode and your feelings go back to what they used to be but somehow you feel nothing or less.
you lack all energy!
i do hope you make it past this stage as i'm yet to be past the stage.
but luckily i got to a point where i got fed up and bored of being in that state and managed to get myself in the gym :)

wackidywack · 22-25

@popmol I'm very proud of you L

popmol · 22-25, M

@wackidywack i hope the takeaway was keep it up you! but thank you!

wackidywack · 22-25

@popmol I'll try

popmol · 22-25, M

@wackidywack i'll root for you :)

wackidywack · 22-25

@popmol I know ya do