When I was a kid my mom hid my pills in my tacos. I puked all over the place. I was mad cause we were in Taco Bell and she ruined my food.

being shot in war

Sometimes love isn't enough.

Hearing I had cancer

Walking away from my marriage with nothing

i would say having my kid taken away from me due to a biased family law system. I was pretty naive at that age and thought i would be treated fairly and would see i was a good parent.
I had no clue just how broken that system was

Just how corrupt our governments are around the world.

There were these antibiotics I had to give to my dog and they were fucking gigantic. That can't have been easy.

The corruption and deceit that the world is going through.

How it’s all linked, lies been told for years.

Hurting someone's feelings. We should not do some things, no matter how warranted.

That my first wife wanted a divorce!

The moment that I found out my kidneys had officially finally failed. My life would never be the same

Some vitamins I took a couple weeks ago. They were all ginormous horse pills. Made me gag.

The one that just wont go down.

You don’t want to know

That I was going to be disabled for the rest of my life.

Divorce from someone I thought was my soulmate

Knowing a girl I absolutely adored preferred someone else. Not her fault, she followed her own heart. But it was the hardest pill.

I've always been told I'm very intelligent, sometimes even praised for it. I don't feel like I am, but I still find it hard to admit it when wrong.

One was my retirement from the Navy. I enjoyed my time there.
The pension is my consolation,

My life isn't gonna fix itself...

Horse

To learn how to leave when a promise turns into a story

That no matter how hard I try, there are things I can't change.

There are less years ahead than behind.

Who you know gets you further than what you know.

The day I found out I wasn't invincible.

That my first wife had schizophrenia. It defined the next thirteen years..

Knowing that I meant nothing to my then wives

That I’m not as lovable as I thought I was.

That you can try hard and do all the right things and still fail.

there are more people actively cheating then there are people that are loyal.

most likely an anti biotic. those things are usually horse pills. LOL

I had a brain tumour when I was young. It made me so sick they couldn't give me meds orally.

Getting older. Grrrrrrr!

There was that one the horse chocked on that time ...

That I wouldn't have a normal life.

The passing of my ex

Mucinex

I'm not very bright.

Pills of abuse and emotional neglect.

a jagged little pill

i suck

That I caused my sister's death

The losses of loved ones. Life is defective. Our timelines overlap.

Death

I have faults and if I want to fix them and I have to look at them (the parts of myself I hate and don't understand)

That damn chill pill. Impossible to swallow.

Being betrayed by someone who is supposed to protect me