got a sneaking suspicion that i might be autistic.i feel like my parents would of probably picked up on it though. like my cousin and niece are autistic and my parents knew before they were diagnosed. so surely they would've figured me out too right?
is it me or is there more weirdos around here lately?or maybe they've just been crawling back in since i have no more blocks left. idk.
anxiety really is like an elastic band.i was starting to get a little more comfortable around people when i was actively going to college. but now that i'm on a gap year and haven't been leaving the house again, i've noticed i have regressed to how i was before. hopefully i can use... See More »
i'm finding it hard not to be bitter. as always.i feel like everyone else has something really really important. that every single person NEEDS. but i don't have it. and i can never gain it no matter what good happens in my life. and people bring up this really important thing all the time. and... See More »