i'm finding it hard not to be bitter. as always.

i feel like everyone else has something really really important. that every single person NEEDS. but i don't have it. and i can never gain it no matter what good happens in my life. and people bring up this really important thing all the time. and act is if it's impossible for people not to have it.

and idk. it just makes me upset and kinda angry. it makes me want to scream in their face "what if i don't have it? what if i can never gain it? am i still a human being?"