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Wht got you thoughts of self harm or suicide?

akindheart · 61-69, F
losing my daughter. I didn't want to live without her...BUT my religion doesn't believe in suicide so i just prayed.
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@akindheart You are very welcome. I can't even imagine. I send love and light your way. 💕
popmol · 22-25, M
@akindheart i'm sorry to hear and hope for you your religion is kind to her.
akindheart · 61-69, F
@popmol thank you my friend..
kodiac · 22-25, M
I don't want to die i just want to be someone else
kodiac · 22-25, M
@popmol I was going to say someone normal but who knows what normal is .
popmol · 22-25, M
@kodiac someone that isn't overflooded in youth but also not too little, is a small bit of but not at all as much emotional baggage
kodiac · 22-25, M
@popmol Agreed
Never had them … I love life …

I hope that you never think about them either …
popmol · 22-25, M
@Soossie that would be an impossibility
GuyWithOpinions · 31-35, M
A long terrible relationship where mental ilness was a factor, my appartment been taken over and me not knowing what they are doing to her. Realizing her life had been destroyed and there was nothing i could have done. The government constantly draining my money so i cant move forward. Years of isolation due to ptsd. Loosing most of my family. My name being slandered to the point noone trusts me. Years of drug abuse and recovery. . Being so alone and misunderstood that nobody understands anything i say let alone survive a week in my mind.But theres no time to be a pussy. I got to walk it off because noone is going to care until i fail so they can point and laugh.
GuyWithOpinions · 31-35, M
@popmol it was terrible. I almost gave up multiple times. Eventually i learned to let go of some emotions. I chose to look for wisdom in my hardships. Im a different person now.
popmol · 22-25, M
@GuyWithOpinions i hope you are in a better place and person!
GuyWithOpinions · 31-35, M
@popmol better person. Yes. Better place, working on it.
CrazyMusicLover · 31-35
Low self-esteem, feeling like I was worthless, stupid and emotionally out of control.
Self-harm - hate towards my body for hurting and not working as I believe it should. To give it a reason to hurt.
popmol · 22-25, M
@CrazyMusicLover what changed?
CrazyMusicLover · 31-35
@popmol I'm no longer in school and don't have hypothyroidism that could have possibly been making me dumber and more emotionally unstable.
popmol · 22-25, M
@CrazyMusicLover ooh thats great to hear! i searched it just now and i have freakily similar symtoms! well i'm just glad you're feeling better!
Existing in a sexless marriage with a cold, gay husband. Eventuslly I divorced him. I knew it was either get my freedom or die. I chose me.
popmol · 22-25, M
@PoetryNEmotion ooh dear you truly made the right choice! i'm sorry it had to go that far!
@popmol I live, I learn.
popmol · 22-25, M
@PoetryNEmotion thats good at least!
pride49 · 31-35, M
Unending mean comments. Unmotivating. Idk...
But...idk things
popmol · 22-25, M
@pride49 well i mean you kinda lure the mean comments out with your perviness :p but don't think to dark! think pervy!
SW-User
No self harm but if I never wake up again. Peace.
popmol · 22-25, M
@SW-User peace out?
Raaii · 22-25, F
lots of issues which I really can't mention here directly as there is something called family privacy I believe and except that during twelfth I was terrifyingly suicidal ( attempted also
other reasons combined with career and academics
thought I'll be better be dead and still I've not improved anywhere
popmol · 22-25, M
@Raaii ooh thats sounds bad i'm sorry ;(
SW-User
I only get deep depressed when I drink .. I start thinking about my life choices and how I ain’t got nothing to show for it .. but I have a kid now .. so I gotta put my big girl panties on and make shit happen everyday
popmol · 22-25, M
@SW-User i'm glad you are trying to pull through!
not for me......... i love me way too much. although i must say when i was younger i did engage in alot of self destructive behavior revolving around alcohol, drugs, etc.
popmol · 22-25, M
@SheCallsMeCrushDaddy you went from self destructive punk to a daddy? ever impressive!
@popmol people grow and mature. even happened to me. LOL
popmol · 22-25, M
@SheCallsMeCrushDaddy 👏i like it :)
BarbossasHusband · 36-40, M
Anxiety and depression which started when I was just a toddler
popmol · 22-25, M
@BarbossasHusband that early ;(
BarbossasHusband · 36-40, M
@popmol courtesy of my mom
popmol · 22-25, M
Ex gf cheating on me i was close to her kids loved them like my own so losing them hurt 💔
popmol · 22-25, M
@ExperienceDLT ooh god thats awful ;(
@popmol yea it sucked
Certain past experiences and I am thankful that that is the past.
popmol · 22-25, M
@Lyfis2live you have lived multiple lives?
@popmol You can say I Lived through it all.
popmol · 22-25, M
@Lyfis2live ever impressive!
minxy · 46-50, F
My brain.
Such thoughts hit me out of the blue, no matter how I'm feeling.
popmol · 22-25, M
@minxy i'm so sorry to hear thats terrible ;(
TheunderdogofNY · 36-40, M
Nothing at all. I love and appreciate life despite the hardships.
popmol · 22-25, M
@TheunderdogofNY how lovely!
looping · 18-21
self hatred, anxiety and possible ptsd
popmol · 22-25, M
@looping ooh i'm so sorry ;(
Wiseacre · F
My beloved coach died
popmol · 22-25, M
@Wiseacre ooh i'm so sorry to hear ;(
Wiseacre · F
@popmol unexpectedly
popmol · 22-25, M
@Wiseacre ooh thats horrible!
Too much pain
Mental and emotional exhaustion.
Isolated

I felt I had run out of solutions and it was the only one left that made any sense.
@popmol oh gosh yes.
I'm so glad it didn't work . I've experienced some wonderful things in my life since then.
SW-User
@OogieBoogie Hang on,,,,,,, you are only in your early 30's now
popmol · 22-25, M
@OogieBoogie ooh thats great to hear :)
popmol · 22-25, M
@Lostpoet nooooooo
Feeling so small, powerless and ultimately losing faith; but not anymore though. I hope you're still ok? 🙂
popmol · 22-25, M
@Nihiless tomorrow they will complain if i enter right before closing time
@popmol Why?
popmol · 22-25, M
@Nihiless they don't like customers right before closing :p

 
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