that time of the year again.. thank you so much swcret santa, this is the second time and I hope I'll be able to stay here for a longtime and seriouslDays has been tough so though randomly I share a lot most of the time I really don't go through ths reactions n comments, it has been ten months I guess nd over six hundred posts/🙆♀ anyway most importantly thank you for everything also ye answer... See More » (1)
yesterday was hard and just when I thought it couldn't get worse I got a terrible news today🎭 thrs a lot going on Seriously mostly I just have no will to continue this horrible life anymore It's like I've totally lost my voice and with tht will to live Bittersweet no it's only bitter
though my life has nothing but just a curse to me these days I'm trying to be grateful for whatever good things have come in my way though ther rhardlr hardly any hhh but oka had a little accidnt too but it doesnt hrt mchnow
blocked a girl for the first time in life today 🤦♀ and now I feel bad about it seriously, seriously it's hard to understand this crazy mind of mineI've been hurt a lot in the past but always blocking people is not my thing as a human, there has been worse situations but I never really lost my copmpusure over anything, I try to give my best even when I'm at my worst, these recent days I've been... See More »
Life on this planet is a transitory stop, for the spirit moves on after death ~ Dr. Noguchi, faces of deathWatching this thing for the first time in twenty plus years of life 🙆♀ also realising this one thing in these recent days tht every misery brings its own companions , is tht very necessary? ths cyclone just did landfall & now it's acting... See More »
another cyclone is here 🙆♀And it's October top, in my state it's just a very common thing, just the name and severity changes, this time we've gotten another name to do chugli 'dana' hhha. frankly mostly we all people here all habituated now , there's a change in system after... See More »
I find it strange but I feel that afterall it's not really that strange, you love evryone then comes a time when you can't love anymore, but you don'tEither hate , you just live , there's no love , there's no life but with your vital signs still there you're still just alive , You just can't care for anyone else, You're so done with life but there's no way to escape, you can't due so you just... See More » (1)
On third October today I read this quote in gv and I felt like I really needed it , "Do things in such a way that you get enthusiasm. Why try to la"Do things in such a way that you get enthusiasm. Why try to lag behind? Move forward!" Must move on , must go on, /miles to go (1)
I'm still waiting for it all to be over and then I'll be only happy when I'll meet you on the other side of the world in another version of our storyWith few portions of my heart still beating for you, So less time , it's already first day of October and the lart month has been quite hard as usual , anyway some things hv hurt me quite a lot, at the end I notice that I'm always trying to be there... See More »
Days go away so quickly, today was also a busy day , just now I saw time and the day will be over as it'll be midnight n I was shocked lik days end soFast, I'm here,thy say time & tide wait for none Tht's it I got frm gallery today fr now but thrr lot (3)
just some things from recent daysactually I don't have these, I only own soft copies with me now new definition of stem 🙆♀ anyway I'll keep ths whataboutery to ths z realise lovee oka that's for now I guess🤷♀ths I shd b sleeping now lll🦉 anyway just enjoyyyyy3 life when you... See More » (18)
liked ths 693where are you my dear beloved, Please come back as soon as possible, Please find me, there's only you I've loved bye bye bye
they exist, I've to exist too, not just okay , I've to be fine, sometimes I feel it is better to be blind, then atleast I'll not have to see all thth.Tht I experience on day to day basis, I only blame myself for being too naive, everyone else are fine,are we fine? Hope everything will be fine problem was I just cared too much and still it's hard for me to let go , no need to prove but I... See More » (3)
today and tomorrow, these two days are very important to meI was so unwell yesterday, especially at night it was the worst, today was tough, yet I observed a fasting with water, lots of prayers, after class went to temple and had darshan from outside, it's midnight now just hope with God Grace tomorrow will... See More »
Gas lighting I guess is the worst in ths world, I've such ruined mood now, people in life are like I didn't communicate, I'll be crying for help justin front of them and she's like she didn't know then she's like in her story say whatever you say but I just want to make my parents proud oka she's not selfish though it's selfish world, may she achieve her goals but at the expense of what? Most of... See More » (1)
Over the years I've felt tht friendship breakups, family breakouts hurt th most, faced a lot of ths only and it hurts the worst, the people who got awaway they'll never realise or may be they'll but it'll be so late , unexpected things happen just like this one specific friendship of mine but now just see the arrogance but I'm a senior here , It was not my mistake still I blame me but I can't... See More » (1)
I'm a grateful soul they don't care, I've no hope but thy just take m fir granted but it's oka as I'm glad tht thy atleast exist hre in ths hopeless life of mine (1)
Still thiss a holy day amiidst all the bad things happening around me so I'm trying to cheer up anddo evrythng I need to do today🙇♀ everything is ohad a fasting like two three days back then today too, life is like a loop, everyday just same , I felt I shouldn't go out so I didn't but may be I'm just slightly scared subconsciously, ths things make me fear from inside but I can't show it ay~
happy independence day in little advance to my country but you know what? I can't stop thinking about the tragic things tht happened in ths past few ddays, I see news and it's so depressing so just hope next year everything will better, with time everything just gets worse but we can only hope while giving out best to this lovely country which has given us a lot too, I'm so grateful, I'm glad tht... See More » (1)
I'm forgetting everything .. I've forgotten a lot but can I just forget what I want to forget first. I think it's okay anyway here's a love song 🙆♀️ enjoyyyyy3 haha . All alone it's very hard for me Please just let me know tht you're there As I'm waiting for a sign from you Evn though I may have strayed away Let you down so many times Still... See More » (1)
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