I'm still waiting for it all to be over and then I'll be only happy when I'll meet you on the other side of the world in another version of our story
With few portions of my heart still beating for you,
So less time , it's already first day of October and the lart month has been quite hard as usual
, anyway some things hv hurt me quite a lot, at the end I notice that I'm always trying to be there for evryone around me when they need but there's none for me when I'm at the end , it's puzzling how evryone leaves, they've life, may be I've no life so I don't deserve, a dead person doesn't need anyone's company, is it true that ? There comes no beautiful thing out of a heartbreak! Just me and my meaningless lines, not a story nor a poetry, forever together in this journey, women's weeknesss, I listened it all and I understood then I tried to help practically as much as possible, came to know many people last month as usual and now no talks lol so again I'll need sometime but this one classic case of ghostimg is still in my front part of mind ,tht I can't seem to get over at all, all these f loves I feel lacking in life when I listened those words and found all these two I got so happy, I imagined to treasure all of it for life , one complete day then one new morning again silence then being ghosted, feels like it's worst but clearly it's not , I see tht people who you care for take you for granted all your life untill oneday you're gone, I'm forgetting a lot, my god why just I can't be a ghost and to my friend! Well istill call you tht apaa I'm sure tht you're doing fine without me there and you'll be fine w s f but there will be no me in your life but I guess I should be glad tht you let me atleast see your true colours this soon and from now on I'll try to give best , never ever giving my too much to all who seemingly don't care for me seriously, I've no courage to go through tht horrible phase
So less time , it's already first day of October and the lart month has been quite hard as usual
, anyway some things hv hurt me quite a lot, at the end I notice that I'm always trying to be there for evryone around me when they need but there's none for me when I'm at the end , it's puzzling how evryone leaves, they've life, may be I've no life so I don't deserve, a dead person doesn't need anyone's company, is it true that ? There comes no beautiful thing out of a heartbreak! Just me and my meaningless lines, not a story nor a poetry, forever together in this journey, women's weeknesss, I listened it all and I understood then I tried to help practically as much as possible, came to know many people last month as usual and now no talks lol so again I'll need sometime but this one classic case of ghostimg is still in my front part of mind ,tht I can't seem to get over at all, all these f loves I feel lacking in life when I listened those words and found all these two I got so happy, I imagined to treasure all of it for life , one complete day then one new morning again silence then being ghosted, feels like it's worst but clearly it's not , I see tht people who you care for take you for granted all your life untill oneday you're gone, I'm forgetting a lot, my god why just I can't be a ghost and to my friend! Well istill call you tht apaa I'm sure tht you're doing fine without me there and you'll be fine w s f but there will be no me in your life but I guess I should be glad tht you let me atleast see your true colours this soon and from now on I'll try to give best , never ever giving my too much to all who seemingly don't care for me seriously, I've no courage to go through tht horrible phase
