I suppose I suffer from PTSD on some levels from 14 years ago. Sometimes I regress back to that time, but for the most part, it's the internal dialogue in my head that struggle most with. Self hate, self doubt, constantly feeling as though I'm under attack, singled out.

Health.

Since childhood, I have been sick many times and frequented hospitals for various things.

Nothing has changed even now.

In saying that, grateful to the people who take care of me ,including the nurses , doctors and the hospital staff.

I have given blood in the past and now I cannot due to ongoing health issues.

But,giving blood is the greatest gift I feel.
You save a life.

My saluations to those who donate blood.
🙏🏼

Social gatherings, especially large social gatherings. I find the noise they make rather unnerving. I don't drink so I don't have that to calm me down. There's this constant bub bub bub cheese & biscuits cheese & biscuits rhubard rhubarb going on...that's what it sounds like to me. It's much better if they spread out into the garden if it's not raining or cold...that's rather easier to cope with.

I never really learned how to socialize, and at this point I doubt that I want to. Never seems like anyone has anything worth saying. I'm very likely going to age alone, which I don't dread in itself, but it is strongly associated with poor physical and cognitive health in older people, and I'm somewhat worried of the impact that will have on me.

My primary hope now is an AI system that I can converse with and maybe that will dull the harsh consequences

My last partner passed away two years ago. I can't get over it. I think about him every day. I miss him so much.

I think my biggest challenge is time management. The thing that has been the hardest to deal with or get over has been my constant dizziness that started in January 2022. the only reason I have gotten through it is because of regular acupuncture. I literally thought that my life was coming to an end.

What happened to my children and the loss of mobility. I can do something about the later and no control over the former.

Parenting without help. No family, no friends. I want to be a good mom, but I worry constantly about not being enough.

Trying to raise a family in a good way while having a terminal illness is a special kind of mental torment/anxiety sometimes.

House keeping.. my family.. my husband’s interests in things i don't care for and his lack of interest in things i do care about..

Presentations and public speaking to crowds. Concentration is everything but cracking a timely joke helps break up the tension, hahaha!

Death of my husband a month ago.
I don't think I will ever get over it, but I will have to learn to live with it.

Right now it's my financial situation, it's getting pretty tough to keep up.

My alcoholism

The things that I did when I was younger. I was a bully in school and now I find it hard to see anyone from that time.

Finding clothes that fit that aren’t custom made and dealing with people who laugh at me because of my size.

Not taking everything personally. Loving myself. Overcoming childhood trauma. Loving unconditionally.

Insecurity for sure. It gets in the way of everything haha.

The death of my son, but I know there will never be any getting over that.

Chronic fatigue☹

Fear, anxiety

Learning how to do life.

Forgiving!

Health issues. Depression that exacerbates them.

Being alienated from the world while standing up for my country. Something I will likely never talk about.

Tourette's, OCD anxiety and eating disorder

My infatuation of older woman

I have behaviour conditions to live with.

Mental, physical, and spiritual health

The fact I'm forced to be a material girl in a material world...or boy.

Long term child abuse.

Being homeless in the richest country ever in the whole wide world! Cruelty for the fun of it, systematic cruelty, the most fun humanity ever had kind of cruelty, snickering murkans. The real deal breaker, God's social contract in flames.

Being a terminally ill cardiopulmonary patient on assisted oxygen 24/7