What’s Your Biggest Challenge In Life? The Thing You Find The Hardest To Deal With Or Get Over?

It can be anything. Might be small to anyone else but a mountain to climb for you.

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I suppose I suffer from PTSD on some levels from 14 years ago. Sometimes I regress back to that time, but for the most part, it's the internal dialogue in my head that struggle most with. Self hate, self doubt, constantly feeling as though I'm under attack, singled out.

Primnproper · 56-60, F

@Iwillwait I know for me it can be a certain smell or look that takes me straight back to a time when everyday was just fear and hope of making it to the next day..You just have to keep working on it and pushing your way through it.

Iwillwait · M

@Primnproper Thank you.
Fore, it's really on a cognitive level, where I've conditioned myself to react (poorly) when I feel I'm being mistreated, attacked, slandered or put in positions I view as I am being taken advantage of.

Now I'm much more apt to push back, and it's creating issue and consequences.

Primnproper · 56-60, F

@Iwillwait Mine just rears its head now and I can face it head on quite quickly. It’s always a work in progress.

Iwillwait · M

@Primnproper I'm not doing well lately.

Primnproper · 56-60, F

@Iwillwait well if i'm here and you want to chat feel free to message me.