Giberish TitleI had my first counseling appointment today and it went really well My bf called me in the middle of it because he forgot. I call him back when I'm done. The first thing out of his mouth "I need your help" and then proceeds to read me an email he...See More »
Father's dayThis Sunday, is fathers day. I have a good relationship with my dad thankfully. I feel really selfish because all of a sudden I'm supposed to plan this fathers day thing, when all I ever do is complain about how much school work I have and how it's...See More »
Just ventingMy mental health is in such a wacky spot right now. Like I am not doing good, but I'm also fine. I've never been in a space like this and it's not fun. I'm fighting back a lot of suicidal and mean thoughts right now, and I really want to post like I...See More »
It's a sad world.I'm trying to find peace in the idea that there is no meaning to life. We are meant to be here simply to be, and I think that is beautiful. The unfortunately thing is that we are forced to live the way we do. Work to live, live to work. Work to die,...See More »
I feel so staleI don't even know how to explain it. I've been having such a hard time finding a job. Interviews make me so anxious. I literally cannot believe I have been unemployed for two months. My life is so boring right now 😫 I feel so unimportant. I feel...See More »
What's better than this man Impulsively getting tattooed cus my artist had an opening and flash I would kill for let's goooooo I'll post the finishes result when we donnne
I've been thinking a lot latelyAnd I really don't think my boyfriend is the same person as he was. He has changed so much. he's become so reserved into himself and it's hard to get anything out of him. He is so depressed, and I am so worried about him. He refused to eat at all...See More »
I truely do not know how to feel.Life just keeps getting more complicated and the anxiety pit in my stomach keeps getting bigger. I saw a picture with ex gf and the girl she said she wasn't going to see cozying on a beach, so I messaged her basically asking if she lied to me. She...See More »
Just a little life updateI spent the weekend with bf, didn't go as well as I wanted it too but it didn't go bad either. Bf was extra rude to me in a Walmart yesterday, but when he asked me how much longer I would hold on to him and I said "not much longer if you keep...See More »
Im getting excitedI've made the decision to move to Toronto. Ex left to better herself, and said I should do the same. It's time. I'm going to get my license. I'm going to do what I truely want to do, but never had the balls to pursue. It's going to take a long time,...See More »
Worried about not feeling enoughI am concerned with how fine I feel about everything going on in my life right now. I lost one partner, and I'm probably going to lose the other one, and I'm just kind of okay with that. I guess i can only be told that it would be better if I was her...See More »
It's over... But it's okay.She left. But I'm not as sad as I thought I would be. She decided she needed to work on herself, so she broke it off with me, bf, and the girl. She's going to work on herself and I couldn't be more proud of her. We are going to try and start fresh...See More »
How do people copeSo things might be over. Gf really wants to see where things will go with this girl and it makes me want to die. I've felt like throwing up for days, just for her to leave everything we have done behind for a girl she's known for 2 months. I feel so...See More »
Stupid brainI absolutely love how even tho I'm taking my medication properly, I am the most depressed I've been since I was a young teen. I slept until 1:30 today, and now it's 3 and I'm still in bed. I just want to see my girlfriend. I miss her so much. I can't...See More »
Is it stupid to be upset?I've been feeling really down and depressed since Thursday. I missed out on a short road trip with my bf because my gf had invited me to a family function because bf asked if i wanted to go with him. That would have been fine if my gf and her mom...See More »
