What’s the hardest truth you’ve ever admitted about yourself?

Im an alcoholic

That I love my cross dressing lifestyle.

I need to let others help me

Nothing lasts forever. Even the most genuine relationships are transactional to some degree.

I'm never getting better.

This is a VERY good question. What's yours?

I don't know. None of them were really hard... I spend a lot of time in deep introspection picking apart the things I do and why to get to not only the root but to also get the fuck over myself about it all as well as forgiving myself a lot of it. So it was pretty gradual. And I am annoyingly honest with myself and everyone else.

If anything I'd say it was being honest with myself that I WAS right and it would be hard for anyone to love me for "ME" in my entirety unless they were like myself. I always had the idea that you just reach adult hood, you find a person and you both get together and do life. But it becomes so... Complicated. 😔

Sorry this is long but it kinda needed to be. I think a lot.

I am not ok.

That I really AM a ditz when it comes to managing my money.

after very serious thinking , I finally had to admitt to the world my superior genius. after much thinking, i decided the world needed to know, knowing my my IQ was over a million, the world needed my brains, i am prepared to help the universive,

That the things I want will never make me happy.

I didn’t have the aptitude for the military career I’d hoped for.

I’m not sore about. Life as a civilian turned out just fine.

That i won't ever know who i was supposed to be.

I have no real world friends just online ones.

That I am from a dysfunctional family and hopeless family members.

I really fucking am too much

I haven't admitted it yet

Too opinionated when it’s not always welcome. Ouch 😓

I Bullshit ....

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I don't have anyone to call in an emergency

I am lazy and weak.

That it was my fault

That I'm terribly mistake prone. This isn't a good answer though. It's very complicated for me let's say.

Im not an Alpha male...maybe a Beta plus, but definitely not Alpha...kind of a realization when it happened...

Not rly something I want to share publicly

nothing