I Express Myself Through WritingI keep going back, as if drawn, to the rooms, the addiction, looking at it in different ways, trying to understand it more. My son's drug problem, my own addiction or codependency. Today I am thinking that there is some void that is trying to be...See More »
I Express Myself Through WritingI am standing just on this side of a door I closed, knowing that it could open up and swallow back into the darkness at any time. I am re-evaluating myself, looking back and seeing where I have been, where I am, and where I still want to be. I know...See More »
I Think About DeathFinally there are more people in this group, I think I used to be the only one...I don't think about death anymore though. I used to want out so badly, it's all I could think about. I used to cry just because I woke up...again. I would fantasize...See More »
I Am Not the Person I Used to BeI came from such a dark, lonely place. I had spent so much of my life there, I couldn't see past there and really thought that my entire life would be spent there. I wanted out so badly, I lost interest in just about everything.
I Want To Write My Random Thoughts And FeelingsJust so randomly being random today. I thought about some things, I did a lot of work and have incorporated a lot of the AA way into my life. AA had a profound effect on me and in my life. I learned how to appreciate me and accept me. I started to...See More »
I Am a Drug AddictWell here is another story about, yup you guessed it, Nick. I know I am sometimes bitter towards him but lately I have been thinking about what we had in a different light. Not like he was a drug addict and he wasn't down for me like I was him. But...See More »
I'm Saying Don't Judge Me Until You've Walked In My ShoesI really try to not be judgemental about anyone. When I realize that I may just be doing this I try to redirect my thoughts. Who am I to declare anyone is right or wrong for anything they do or do not do? I may ask what are you thinking when you...See More »
I "Am Very Open-minded"It serves me to earnestly try to be open-minded. There is no right or wrong just several shades of grey, because understanding is the key. If I understand why, it makes sense and gives me an additional way of looking at life. That doesn't mean I...See More »
I Have a Cat [Cats]I don't have a cat right now but I have had a cat in the past and perhaps would not mind getting another one in the future. Now that I have the niceties out of the way... Every time I have a realization about my behavior and realize that I need to...See More »
I Want Acceptance"And acceptance is the answer to all my problems today. When I am disturbed, It is because I find some person, place, thing, situation — Some fact of my life — unacceptable to me,And I can find no serenity until I accept That person, place, thing,...See More »
In case anyone asks, my favorite book is a thesaurus.I know what you are thinking, "Why would anyone ask me about YOUR favorite book?" You never know what someone will come up and ask you, so now at least you know the answer to this question...
I Hate ConflictI went looking for a site where I could post random thoughts anonymously about 9 years ago. I found a place where there were no faces and no names. It was just a place where people came together to share their experiences. I found other people all...See More »
I Have No Problem With Interacial RelationshipsI am in a relationship with a black man, I have wanted this for a very long time. He can be very wonderful, everything I have ever wanted in a man. He is affectionate, willing to do what we need to do to make it work,and says he is willing to change...See More »
I Have Something to SayEverything will work itself out, it always does. Everyday is a chance to start over Danger is real, fear is a choice
I Am a Drug AddictHello. My name is Michelle and I am an addict. I want to stop but I know I can't. I know if its there I will do it. Got to change my people places and things, yes I know but I just can't do that right now, I am kind of stuck. But even getting...See More »
I Keep My Ep Account A SecretI have to, the only thing more frightening than my thoughts is what everyone would do if they knew about them. Times I been so down I don't know how I made it though. Don't know how I got this far And I used to be so far away from there but lately...See More »
Why do my Cheetos taste stale today?And yes it is a fresh bag with an expiration date of September 25...