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mitral
18-21, M
Join Time
1st 6 Mths of SW
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3 Mths Active
Stories
20 Stories
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25 Groups
A shy, stuttering recluse.
I Have Social Anxiety
Every face I see I imagine what's going on in their mind. Are they laughing at me ? Is it the way I talk? Is it how I look? It's everything.
18-21, M
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6 replies
12 views
Jan 24, 2018
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I Feel Alone
Another Christmas and Boxing Day spent in an empty house for the most part. Why would these days be any different from the rest of the year?
18-21, M
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1 reply
2 views
Dec 28, 2017
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I Have No Friends
Why would anyone care about me when I don't think much of myself?
18-21, M
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2 replies
6 views
Nov 29, 2017
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I Feel Alone
I haven't actually said more than one sentence to anyone in months.
18-21, M
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3 replies
7 views
Oct 10, 2017
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I Feel Empty Inside
When something that should make me sad no longer has any impact because I'm used to it, is that a good sign?
18-21, M
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1 reply
3 views
Aug 28, 2017
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I Love Anime
Just saw the last episode of Naruto Shippuden and while it was a great way to end, it's still the end.
18-21, M
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2 replies
5 views
Aug 10, 2017
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I Feel Alone
Why make the effort to talk to someone when I know it will begin and end badly? It's easier to feel alone than make the effort and fail miserably.
18-21, M
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0 replies
1 views
Aug 8, 2017
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I Feel Alone
It's Christmas and I'm home alone when everybody else is gathered elsewhere having a good time. It's my choice because I wouldn't feel comfortable in a crowd. But that's partly because of some family members' desperate n...
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18-21, M
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5 replies
17 views
Dec 25, 2016
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I Feel Unwanted
Because no one cares. Everyday is the same emptiness even with a lot of people around. They're watching but only to use something I do or say to psychoanalyze me later. Christmas will be just like any other day.
18-21, M
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1 reply
4 views
Dec 19, 2016
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What song do you listen to when you're sad?
For me it's "Enjoy the silence" by Depeche Mode.
18-21, M
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6 replies
10 views
Dec 2, 2016
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Music
I Am a Stutterer
I used to be able to talk to an empty room and not stutter but now I can't even do that. Saw myself in the mirror while stuttering and I look like an ogre having a seizure. That's why I can't blame anyone who laughs at me.
18-21, M
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6 replies
15 views
Nov 15, 2016
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I Battle Depression
It gets to the point sometimes that I can't bring myself to eat something. I've gone to bed hungry a lot recently just desperate to end the day. The problem is the next day isn't any better.
18-21, M
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0 replies
7 views
Oct 25, 2016
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I Do Not Smile Often
Because there's nothing to smile about and if someone I don't know smiles at me, I would never return the gesture as I try so hard to avoid conversation.
18-21, M
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4 replies
13 views
Oct 16, 2016
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I Am a Stutterer
Answering the phone is a nightmare. Several times I've been stuttering like a fool as the other person says "hello" over and over. A ten second conversation may take a minute and leave me embarrassed.
18-21, M
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2 replies
10 views
Oct 11, 2016
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I Act Like I Do Not Care When People Forget My Birthday
I cannot remember the last time anyone remembered my birthday. While I don't care about my family that much it still hurts a little that they don't remember.
18-21, M
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3 replies
8 views
Oct 9, 2016
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I Am a Coward
There were so many things that I wanted to do over the years but didn't because I was afraid. Afraid of embarrassment or rejection. So I hide because I'm ashamed of who I am.
18-21, M
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2 replies
8 views
Oct 7, 2016
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I Am a Quiet Observant Person
Because it's safer to watch than to jump in , be embarrassed and have that memory forever causing me pain.
18-21, M
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0 replies
5 views
Oct 5, 2016
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I Feel Empty Inside
Because there's nothing and no one to fill it with anything good including myself.
18-21, M
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0 replies
2 views
Oct 3, 2016
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I Feel Like No One Cares
Of course no one cares. Why would they? Why would anyone care about a weirdo like me who can't even speak properly? I understand completely.
18-21, M
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3 replies
14 views
Sep 29, 2016
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I Can't Talk to People About My Problems
How could I when I'm so embarrassed about my pathetic state. I'd know that they were laughing at me on the inside and I couldn't blame them.
18-21, M
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1 reply
4 views
Sep 27, 2016
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