I Am a StuttererAlmost every embarrassing stuttering moment in my life is clear for me to see every time that I'm about to speak. It's like a weight that holds my mouth shut so that I do not add to the list.
I Am a StuttererI used to be able to talk to an empty room and not stutter but now I can't even do that. Saw myself in the mirror while stuttering and I look like an ogre having a seizure. That's why I can't blame anyone who laughs at me.
I Am a StuttererAnswering the phone is a nightmare. Several times I've been stuttering like a fool as the other person says "hello" over and over. A ten second conversation may take a minute and leave me embarrassed.
I Am a StuttererEvery day is filled with stress about possible embarrassment when trying to say the simplest things. Trying not to make eye contact so as not to encourage conversation. Every day.