I hate this depression
I'm struggling with things yet again. I was good for like a week, then it's all gone. I feel sad and alone and on edge and I know I'm too much to deal with. Maybe everyone really would be better off without me.
JaneCas · 26-30, F
I definitely get this and I think a lot of us deal with this. There are good weeks and bad weeks. I know the feeling of feeling alone, I feel especially alone since my mother’s passing in July of this year.
Just remember what keeps you going and think of what and where you want to be. Talking to friends or family if you have any or therapist help. Keep going because remember in life there are ups and downs. You are worth it and you are enough and you are valuable. Keep going! I am rooting for you.
Just remember what keeps you going and think of what and where you want to be. Talking to friends or family if you have any or therapist help. Keep going because remember in life there are ups and downs. You are worth it and you are enough and you are valuable. Keep going! I am rooting for you.
KiwiDan · 31-35, M
@JaneCas The whole last 7 weeks have been bad. I'm sorry about your mother :(
I'm not really sure what there is to keep me going, in fact I'm not even sure there was anything to begin with. It just keeps going forever. I've tried therapists before but they don't help super well, and it seems like I'd just be a burden if I told my friends or family. I really don't feel like I'm any of those things; it seems more that anything I add to life is marginal at best. There's no point in anyone caring because I'm wholly unlovable.
I'm not really sure what there is to keep me going, in fact I'm not even sure there was anything to begin with. It just keeps going forever. I've tried therapists before but they don't help super well, and it seems like I'd just be a burden if I told my friends or family. I really don't feel like I'm any of those things; it seems more that anything I add to life is marginal at best. There's no point in anyone caring because I'm wholly unlovable.
PrincessVelvet · F
KiwiDan · 31-35, M
@PrincessVelvet Thanks. I hope you're OK too :)
Scribbles · 36-40, F
SW-User
@TryingtoLava I know you posted with good intentions but it is sort of false hope.
therighttothink50 · 56-60, M
Go out and experience life, every life is precious, your young and you have time to make the changes you need, good luck Dan…..
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Cigarguy · 41-45, M
@SW-User maybe you should reread the comment. Because you totally missed it
KiwiDan · 31-35, M
@SW-User They'd be happier without me around, given that everyone I know has fun with one another and just seems to tolerate being around me.
Glassysky · 26-30, M
Hit the gym peter griffin
Burnley123 · 41-45, M
You are obsessed with judging yourself.
Understandable.
This is a nasty and judgemental world. You've internalised bullying and it's given you a deep self-loathing. I've been there. It's at least as much a problem with them as it is with you. Society is fucked and irrational, Sorry if this sounds glib but this is kind of why the 40K universe is such a compelling dystopian fantasy. I could write an essay to explain why but I'm sure I don't need to. I have issues myself but maybe I can help. PM me any time.
Understandable.
This is a nasty and judgemental world. You've internalised bullying and it's given you a deep self-loathing. I've been there. It's at least as much a problem with them as it is with you. Society is fucked and irrational, Sorry if this sounds glib but this is kind of why the 40K universe is such a compelling dystopian fantasy. I could write an essay to explain why but I'm sure I don't need to. I have issues myself but maybe I can help. PM me any time.
