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I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder type II.

Damn, I knew it.
I suspected it, and I went to see a psychiatrist today and damn it, even though I thought it was a possibility, it is really hard to deal with this new information.
I always thought I had a joyful personality with a hint of depression from some of my past experiences, but then I'm being diagnosed by a professional and everything now has another taste.
I don't think I'll be taking the medication... I'm in a neutral phase now, or so I think.
The psychiatrist said that 80% of the doctors have a mental health disorder, among which bipolar, she was trying to soothe me and convince me it was okay (even though I already seemed completely okay with it...) but damn is it hard to accept. I just didn't show it.
I wish me the best, and I wish all the people having it the best too.
UndeadSona · F
Same technically I'd only been formally diagnosed this year but they'd been suggesting it for much longer. I think it's just because I struggle to remember manic episodes as more than weeks of being the absolute greatest.

As far as meds 😒 I've been taking medication for a while but honestly I remember this one I used to be on was the best. Mentally anyway. I felt like a human being for the first time ever. I just kept vomiting/having extreme nausea when I woke up. Now I'm taking this boring shit but at least I can force myself to get up in the morning
UndeadSona · F
@Friendlyperson no I am type 2 I'm pretty sure since I tend to have a large amount of immobilizing depression whenever I'm off meds
Friendlyperson · 26-30, F
@UndeadSona Im so sorry about that.
I really wish you a stable life soon where you'll feel quite satisfied with how life is in the healthiest way possible. 🙏
UndeadSona · F
@Friendlyperson I appreciate that, and wish you the same
Justmeraeagain · 56-60, F
I have social anxiety and depression.
That's not the whole me and I won't be defined by it

You are still you
Friendlyperson · 26-30, F
@Justmeraeagain Oh, that's beautiful. I know how this information should be taken for granted by anyone but it does hit different to me. Because for real at this point, I'm not sure what is the real me anymore. From which point of my life should I consider my personality as not me but the bipolar that's been guiding me?
I'm bordering the edge of feeling overjoyed again after 08 months of feeling really depressed, and I'm relishing in the situation, but I guess it's not me... and it sucks.
You don't have to agree with any diagnosis especially if they gave it without knowing you well yet. They misdiagnose all the time and push to get you on meds that can make you have even worse symptoms ...esp if its not for the actual issue you have. Do you own research and trust your intuition. Good luck. :)
Friendlyperson · 26-30, F
@AnnabelleLeigh
I did my researches actually, I went to the psychiatrist with the diagnosis in mind. But I'm not about to take any treatment until I get a second and perhaps third opinion.
Thank you for your concern, I appreciate it.
Cassieeeee · 31-35, F
Today? she gave you a diagnosis after your first appointment?
Friendlyperson · 26-30, F
@Cassieeeee
She prescribed medication, but I'm planning to check another doctor to see if I actually need them.
No psychoeducation though, I already went to her with the diagnosis in my mind so yeah, I'm aware of everything so far...
Thank you for caring
Cassieeeee · 31-35, F
@Friendlyperson That's crazy, you should definitely get a second opinion.. 🤗
Friendlyperson · 26-30, F
@Cassieeeee Thank you for your care, I really do appreciate it.
Shadyglow · F
The more they stick derogatory and dehumanizing labels on us, completely unscientific by the way, the more we need to meditate on what is really "wrong" with us and then get better.

Truth is the only cure. You can do it too

BPolar is one percent of the population and its still a meaningless concept and imposed WIDELY for no good reason. Even the effing shrinks don't know what it means. Because they really couldn't care less what happens to their own patients or anyone else. They remind me of the lawyer$$$$$$$$$$$$$.

So please don't quote the DSM to me. Modern psychiatry is intere$$$$$$ted in one thing ONLY
496sbc · 36-40, M
Im so sorry to hear this
496sbc · 36-40, M
@Friendlyperson unfortunately love. They are getting harder for me
Friendlyperson · 26-30, F
@496sbc I'm so sorry about that. I'm here if you want to talk. :(
496sbc · 36-40, M
@Friendlyperson definitely. I definitely do
Sidewinder · 36-40, M
I always thought there were only 3 types of depression.

Major depression, Minor depression and Manic depression.
UndeadSona · F
@Sidewinder Nah they've updated classifications since then multiple times. In fact I think they recently updated this year again
Friendlyperson · 26-30, F
@Sidewinder
As @UndeadSona said, classification are changing constantly.
I just explained bipolar in an earlier comment. You might wanna check that.
Sidewinder · 36-40, M
@Friendlyperson I know what "bipolar" is.

By definition, bipolar means "of or pertaining to two polar extremes."

Manic depressives, in this case, are known to experience sudden shifts or changes in moods and/or emotional states and oftentimes for reasons that don't seem apparent on the outside looking in.

Like they may be excited and energitic one moment, which is the "manic phase" and the next moment, they're "down in the dumps," which is the "depressive phase."

Of course, this is just my limited knowledge of it, so please feel free to correct me if I'm wrong on any or all of this.
tindrummer · M
Lamictal has been effective for me for many years.
Friendlyperson · 26-30, F
@tindrummer Oh... I'm sorry you have to deal with that. I'm glad you re doing better now.
tindrummer · M
@Friendlyperson Thx. I recommend you ask your psych. about it.
Friendlyperson · 26-30, F
@tindrummer I'll search it. Thank you!
Greyjedi · M
How many distinctions are there with bipolar? You mentioned you have type II.
Friendlyperson · 26-30, F
@Greyjedi
Bipolar means the alternation between depressive episodes and manic/hypomanic episodes during a codified period of time.
In type I, the manic episodes are severe and could lead to hospitalization due to risky behavior. The depressive episodes often stay a couple weeks, but is not necessary in diagnosis.

In type II, the patient has hypomanic episodes which are periods of high energy (overachievement period in my case) without much severity as the manic and might not disrupt the overall course of one's life. (No mania here, otherwise it would be classified as t1)
The depressive episodes are much severe than type one though.

So yeah, I'm stuck with T2...unfortunately.
Wow...

How hard.

hmmmmmm...
@Friendlyperson Your self-awareness is commendable, but I would be cautious about medication avoidance.

Another opinion, good.

And I have no idea of levels of having this, but I do know a family whose Mom has it and won't take her meds to very bad effect...but extrapolating from sparse data (or a single datum!) is foolish.

These waters are navigable, but now you have to be extra-vigilant.
Friendlyperson · 26-30, F
@SomeMichGuy Ah, I understand. Thank you for the piece of advice, I'll definitely heed it.
I'll try to be extre vigilant as you said, wish me luck about that!
basilfawlty89 · 31-35, M
My brother is bipolar.
It can be tough.

I can recommend the medication though. He's been taking it for a decade and hadn't had a manic or depressive episode in a decade
Friendlyperson · 26-30, F
@basilfawlty89 Oh, I really wish him well. Im sending you strength to you all.
tenente · 100+, M
that's tough, but so are you. keep your head down, tackle hard, you got this!
Friendlyperson · 26-30, F
@tenente Thank you, I'm doing my best...
Personally I do not trust shrinks, they'll label breathing as a mental illness if they could.
@Friendlyperson You might be old enough to remember when no child left behind was started, one day you had recess and gym class, the next You had to sit in your desk all day to study, is it any wonder how "ADD/ADHD" and "autism" suddenly rose sky high since the early 00's?
Friendlyperson · 26-30, F
@NativePortlander1970
Well then, as a doctor I can agree and disagree at the same time.
Indeed, some doctors just try to put a diagnosis on you in order to benefit themselves and the companies.
And as much as mental illness doesn't sound so physical and real as other organic diseases it is still a dysregulation of the neurotransmitters in your brain that sometimes necessitates a medical intervention.
@Friendlyperson Then have a licensed board certified neurologist perform necessary tests to determine if there's any legitimate issues, don't just prescribe pills willy nilly.

 
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