I Have Avoidant Personality DisorderIt's been way more intense the last 2 months as my life just seems to carry much more weight than I ever assumed possible. I don't talk to anyone. Basically reaching out to me is an impossible feat. I use my online accounts as avenues to vent... See More »
I Love TeaBut now all it does is remind me of his dumb face and I get sad. I've been feeling horrible, but pushing past it. At least the tea I am drinking is delicious.
Music suggestions?I've been listening to a lot of Brand New and Blink182 and basically drowning myself in sorrow and silliness. I need to finish work and need something awesome but less sad. Help me 😔
I Love TeaAlright. I've ranted. I'm finally sitting down now with a cup of delicious earl grey and some ice cream with caramel and chocolate syrup. I should be fasting, but given today's events I just don't give a damn.
I Pretend I'm OkayI just found out an old best friend of mine just moved to the city I live in. He lived 9 hours away and moved literally right next to me and didn't even tell me. We've been friends for years, we even talked about dating and how we wished there wasn't... See More »
I Need Emotional IntimacyI'm ready for this now. I want to meet someone that can give this to me. I'm tired of surface level connection.
I Miss EpI miss the status updates and profile options, I miss my old EP friends. I mostly miss the confessions portion, because there is something so freeing in being able to say exactly what I'm feeling without anyone knowing me that said it. It's not the... See More »
I Struggle With Eating DisordersI feel super fat tonight. I ate my feelings. I went and bought thai food and sat on my couch and ate and ate and now I have to fast for three days to get back to where I was before the eating. Ugh.
I Come From a Broken FamilyAnd I created one. Things really hurt tonight. I don't know what to do anymore and I feel horrible. I feel defeated.
Netflix shows worth watching?Edit with ones I've watched recently (I'll probably keep adding): The OA The Santa Clarita Diet Star Trek the Next Generation Stranger things Shameless
I Hate It When Someone Doesnt Text BackCan I just say, I hate when someone doesn't text me? Especially when I feel like they totally could. Like, it's not that hard. #girlymood
I Saw My Ex The Other DayLike, today. And basically almost every day. We're on good terms, but being around him more than a few hours has me rolling my eyes in the back of my head as far as they will go. I end up just running through all the reasons why I decided to end it... See More »
I Don't Fear DeathI have a beautiful daughter, so clearly I can't commit suicide. I wouldn't want to selfishly put that on her plate, making her grow up without a mother. But I can tell you that every day for the last 2 weeks I've wished I wouldn't wake up. I'd... See More »
