Some days I want to be dead, some days I want to be alive. Why am I flipping?

Oh I'm so sorry! Is there anyt6i can do for you? I know that trauma can be tough to deal with at times (been there, done that, got the T-shirt and hat). But it does help to talk. If you would like I'm always available if you wish to talk. I'm not on everyday, although I try to be. But rest assured that if you message me I WILL respond within a day or 2! 😃

I would point out, this is very common. You're unique but not alone! I keep a mental list of good things I have done to use when I get those feelings. Little stuff, I've returned lost wallets, helped people with car troubles on the side of dark roads, rescued a few birds. I call it my hero list!

Tell me something good you've done. Something small with no expectation of reward.

Several things I do to unwind. 1) I get in my boat, go to a secluded spot, drop anchor, then lay on the seat and read a book or just watch the trees onshore and relax. 2) go into the woods, under some tall trees and lay down. Relax and just watch nature happening all around you, the clouds moving, the trees in the breeze, the smell of fresh air. 3) Play the guitar. You don't have to be a master at it, just hit one note and listen to the tone. So pure, so nice, so clean.

Really clears the head and balances.

I’m sorry to hear that, I go through very similar ranges of emotions and anxiety.
It’s not fun and wouldn’t wish it on anyone but know that you’re not alone.,
I’m in a down phase right now, feeling like life is pointless and wishing it was over because it’s never going to be better..

It sucks feeling this way.
Bipolar disorder can cause this but I don’t fit into the category, my “symptoms” don’t fit the diagnosis

💔 you've had trauma in your life? There's no easy road between what has hurt us and wanting a normal life?

Sorry to hear about this. I feel the same as well. Last week I was over the moon and this week somehow I was under the moon lol.

This is me every day. The scary truth is that a big part of me doesn't want to move on. In so many ways I crave the trauma.

Sorry that you were abused
It should never have happened
If you want to chat am a good listener
Take care

Dark thoughts are the worst to deal with. Just hope the good outweighs the bad days. 🤗

I am so sorry to hear that. If you would like to message me, you can talk to me. I'm a good listener, and I'm not stupid

right there with u i feel the same way

it's been the same for a few people 🫂

You need to talk to somebody regularly
Probably a professional
It'll help

Wanting to be dead is not normal u should reconsider maybe reach out to someone certified and vent.

Gotta ride the waves.

You’re not the age above. Not surprised how you’re connected to Teal Swan.

"Uff da, like, your head is totally grody to the max. Maybe, like, see a doctor to have some screws tightened, like okay?"

Bi-Polar maybe???