Some days I want to be dead, some days I want to be alive. Why am I flipping?

Last week I loved life, this week I hate it! Why can’t my brain move on from trauma??? I keep flipping between the joy and sadness. Anger and forgiveness. Spiralling and having dark thoughts 😭

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Krazykatie · 31-35, F

This is me every day. The scary truth is that a big part of me doesn't want to move on. In so many ways I crave the trauma.