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I should be happy my husband died quickly??? He may have suffered longer had he lived.

Opinions such as this are intolerable, insensitive, and cruel
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How about if I wished he didn't die at all?
Didn't suffer at all?
How in the world can people think anyone who says that their loved one died too quickly could ever feel they wanted them to suffer short or long time?
And they should be happy about their death?

Please do not come on here and argue with me.
I'm in more than enough pain already.... Anybody trying to convince me it was a great thing my husband died is just going to be deleted and if they persist they will be blocked.
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BamPow · 51-55, M Best Comment
Sometimes there are no silver linings, and someone who has experienced such a world shattering loss isn’t looking for one where none exist. There are events in life without a bright side, and it’s more hurtful than some people can imagine when they insist on confronting you with one they’ve theorized. I’m sorry for your loss and sorry that people who don’t understand mistakenly believe that they do.
Justmeraeagain · 56-60, F
@BamPow Yes,no comfort in such words.
Glad someone understands

My childhood friend wasn't wrong when he said to me, many years later, 'at least your Died drowned where he loved being on a lake' But it cut my heart out, when it was only days before, my Dad died drowning to hear those words.

I knew how my father loved being on water. His presence was always glowing when he was on a boat, a canoe, like his heart knew no other place. But I could still not see how this needed to be said, it's trivializing my grief and his meaning to me.

I wanted to say back, 'you think anyone have their last gasps of air and life, watching themselves die a slow death, as drowning is, wouldn't want one more chance be with who they love?'

I'm sorry, people are almost intolerable when you are dealing with grief. They have no clue what you are going through in grief and lose sight of meanings. And my story, doesn't come with he was better off because he was struggling, but telling me it was how he would have wanted to die. I know my father, he would have wanted every chance to say goodbye.

My heart pours out to you in this lonely time, where it feels there is no one who can understand you or even see you.
Justmeraeagain · 56-60, F
@awildsheepschase
I'm sorry you went through that people should be more careful what they say.
I want to scream at people "Of course I don't want him to suffer I want him like he was before why don't you understand that?"
@Justmeraeagain All I know it is part of healing, you will face again and again, and you can do is feel how you loved them and continue to love them, and hopefully for you, you just see your love because that's all that ever mattered. You loved him and you still love him
Livingwell · 61-69, M
I think people in general are at a loss for words in this kind of situation. They want to show concern and respect but end up stepping in it when maybe the best thing to say is nothing and please let me know if you need anything.
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Livingwell · 61-69, M
@Justmeraeagain Ugh! I'm sure they didn't mean it the way it came out. Perfect example to just show support.
Jayciedubb · 56-60, M
This sounds like something a friend of mine would say. Some people seem to have to give contrast to every bad situation by trying to point out how much worse it could have been without taking into consideration that their contrast doesn't make the real situation any better. They seem to focus too much on their method than your reality

I'm sorry for your loss
HootyTheNightOwl · 41-45
That's something that my mother would have said.

I mean, it's alright that my "dad" physically abused me to the point where I dissociate and scream to this day - at least he didn't sexually abuse me.

No, mum, you were the only one who was doing that.

I try to understand them both, but I lack the logic to see their thinking in matters such as this.
Justmeraeagain · 56-60, F
@HootyTheNightOwl I am sorry you went through that
Infamous607 · 51-55, M
We all deal with that kind of grief differently. My wife fought for almost a year. And although I am grateful for the time we had, I'm not sure it was worth the suffering.
I know that this is a horrible, just about unbearable time. Made even worse by the stupid things people say. The only things I found somewhat helpful were grief support groups, one through an organization called GriefShare, another through a local hospital. And a Facebook group I joined for widows and widowers. I just felt compelled to connect with people who knew exactly what I was going through. Talking about it with anyone else, even the most well meaning, usually felt like nails on a chalkboard.
Justmeraeagain · 56-60, F
@OlderSometimesWiser
Silence is better than just spouting off.
Thanks glad that was helpful for you.
@Justmeraeagain Forgive me if I say too much. I just feel so badly for you and my instinct is to want to help, even knowing that the pain you’re experiencing could never be alleviated by the words of some person on the internet. I’ll try to be more mindful of that moving forward.
Justmeraeagain · 56-60, F
@OlderSometimesWiser I have not found anything you said offensive
carpediem · 61-69, M
You’ll find people don’t know how to process just how profound your loss truly is. They have no frame of reference. At least that’s what I experienced.
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Nobody really knows what to say when someone else's loved one dies. People who say things that hurt your feelings most likely mean well, the words just come out wrong...
Justmeraeagain · 56-60, F
[@ThePatientAnarchist
] I would say the most, but not all, some just like the sound of their own voice
Pretzel · 70-79, M
I'm glad my dad's suffering is over

but still pissed that he's dead and so many other bas*)*)( are still walking the earth

you just grieve however you need to
Pretzel · 70-79, M
@Justmeraeagain the kind that just doesn't know what to say and wants to say something

and I wish people wouldn't say "I'm sorry for your loss" like I had misplaced my keys.

they're dead.

say "I'm sorry for your pain"
Justmeraeagain · 56-60, F
@Pretzel I do say I'm sorry for your loss, but I can see your point
I am always afraid of saying way too much and sounding fake.
I think maybe saying I'm sorry this happened to you would be better.
Pretzel · 70-79, M
@Justmeraeagain oh a hug if you know them well enough

and a "love you" would be good too
nedkelly · 61-69, M
The only person who can answer this question is you, his time was up and would you be able to look after a person who is in a vegetation state and cannot do anything for himself
Justmeraeagain · 56-60, F
@nedkelly that is not the point he was not a vegetable before he got cancer I didn't want him to die I would never want him to suffer it doesn't make me happy he died early
nedkelly · 61-69, M
@Justmeraeagain I wonder if you are going through the angry phase of grief, it took me about 8 years to forgive my son for passing away. I know that you are struggling with his death remember the good times and stay strong 🥰😇
Justmeraeagain · 56-60, F
@nedkelly I do recognize that there is an angry phase but I don't need people telling me it was a good thing that my husband died early I just don't need that
eyeno · M

 
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