@Pretzel like once in 10 days. But there I have to be alone and my hasband makes 2 times commute in a week to come visit me

@Foxygirl32 ahh. that's a lot. how much time would your husband get to see you at while you're working at town B?

I can see the pluses and minuses in both places - you do have a choice

@Foxygirl32 What would make you feel more secure about the challenges if you were in your town, as far as skills? Perhaps you have a doctor friend you could talk to about that to ease your mind. I think any doctor would feel really challenged to take this on, but remember all those who came before you and are in the same position you are in now, at one time. I imagine they were pretty scared about it too, but that's really the great thing about it. I'm sure though it might have been kind of hard at the beginning, they did learn and grow pretty quickly as they had to and I think you're up for it. I know it's scary but I believe with your training you can do it. You could even talk to a good friend about it who's in the medical profession and see how they adjusted and if you feel like you need more training, it may just be that maybe you don't need new training but that you just need the experience and I truly believe by challenging yourself, it will be so rewarding, once you get the experience, you'll be so glad you went ahead and took the challenge. I believe you have the training you need. It's just a matter of confidence and that goes for anybody in your position. As a doctor, I don't know if you believe in God, but if you do, I know God will help you get through this. Prayer is the key that opens the door and I believe God has opened this door of opportunity to you for a reason. That's where he's calling you, he knows that's where you would be happiest, and that it would be best for you, all the way around. And him being able to see ahead, maybe he is seeing that they need you there. I pray he will give you the confidence to take the challenge and if he does he will meet you there and help you get through it. You can also watch others and what they do during an operation. Kind of get the gist of how they work at that hospital. I sure think you're smart enough and just think if you have a problem in any certain area, once you see how it's done, then you'll know exactly what to do the next time. I'm sure you'll remember, once you do it. I wish you the best in your decision.

@LadyGrace thank u for ur beautiful comment my dear friend. It honestly helped🥰🙏

@Foxygirl32 You're very welcome, my friend. ❤🤗🙏

@JamesBugman thank u🙏

@WillaKissing I sure rather piece but it comes with the price of me wasting all the time I spent on studying and training..

@Foxygirl32 Well take the fast-paced job at home and sharpen the skills you learned like honing a knife. Then once you have had enough move into being a specialty doctor/surgeon in the field of your choice with all the fast-paced experience in your hip pocket!

@WillaKissing thanks!

@SomeMichGuy thank u so much🙏🙏

@SomeMichGuy I sure do😇

@Foxygirl32 Treasure them.

@wahedaali yeah I guess u r right

@romell thank u for ur comment

@Adogslife yeah I think so too. Thanks

@LadyBronte I like calm and relaxed places but the thing is I will have to move to my hometown in1.5 yrs bc my whole life , fiends and family r there.

@Prince0217 yeah but Im kinda worried abt the workload. Im a starter and Idk if I can handle it

@Foxygirl32 I understand. One comes with the other. Also check with your family. There was a time I used to see her two times a week. Not easy, I agree.

@dirge yes exactly🙏

@Foxygirl32 it might be a good plan to math out what your actual rate would be for either/both. I've had jobs before where annual salary seemed $big but if I added up all the hours and divided pay by that, I was closer to a mcdonalds manager (possibly in another state) who would be working all the time. and while sitting around, waiting for someone to call you in for something seems like it might not be so bad, you usually can't quite have 'normal' life in that time, either.

@dirge yes thats totally true

@Ferric67 I wish I knew. But I have my family by my side at town B

@onewithshoes yeah. My friends say Ill be wasted there...