I had a fight with my husbandHe has applied for collaboration with an organization that doesnt have a good reputation and I had told him multiple times that ppl who collaborate with that burn their futures. But the money is good. So last night he told me he has applied for it... See More »
Which one u would choose?I am a doctor and I recently started to work at a place I was assigned to.Lets call it town A. Its 3.5 hrs drive from my home town. Its a quiet hospital with limited facilities and patients. Not much to do actually. Just spending time. I have 7 days... See More »
I find it so touching,This symphony is called " peace" or " khorramshar" , refering to a city in Iran which was destroyed and taken by Iraq during a war but was released after 22 months. It really describes the bravery of soldiers who fought and died to get it back. (1)
This is a fact that,I get scared of myself. Of the things Im capable of. Horrible stuff, horrible feelings, horrible thoughts... I need to resort to my conscience to bring me back to the right path..I gotta save myself...
I write it to remember itThat Im sleeping in my friends house in another town tonight. I will choose something important tomorrow and my life will change alot from tomorrow on. Im scared, confused, and worried. This uncertainity is so heavy on me. Im writing it to remember... See More »
I cant keep the balance...I either starve myself or I eat until I feel like throwing up. Now Im experiencing the second one 🤢
He wants children but I dontWe are married for 6 yrs now. I dont want to have a baby but he is insisiting. Becoming a mother is something I never wished for... what can I do? Im afraid he might say yrs later that I deprived him of being a father...I dont want that...
I write it to remember it,Today was one of my most important days in life. I passed the biggest and the last exam of my career and education. It was so hard, the exam, the pressure, the frequent mental breakdowns. I feel relieved...feel alive and free again. I cried after... See More »
My ShelterYou are like a shelter. At the end of the day, when I lay in my bed, when my cruel mind starts recalling things that eat me alive, I call upon you... I bring you to battle my poisonous thoughts and save me... I imagine us, in ur apartment, I have... See More »
I write, hoping It will help me get better.I dream a lot, about future, abt the person I wanted to be. The one whom everyone is proud of, especially myself. I try to be easier on me, to let myself rest when I need to, to not to judge every single decision I make and criticize it. I try to... See More »
Back here, not the sameA month ago, I had a near death experience. So many things changed in my life and I lost a dear family member. I decided to make another account here, since I deleted my account last year due to some problems, just to say goodbye to a dear friend on... See More »
