I write it to remember it

That Im sleeping in my friends house in another town tonight. I will choose something important tomorrow and my life will change alot from tomorrow on. Im scared, confused, and worried. This uncertainity is so heavy on me.

Im writing it to remember that tonight I was in panick, doubtful and vulnerable yet hopeful...
I hope if I read this months later I will laugh and say this much of worry was not needed and everything is fine.

I need things to be fine...