I write, hoping It will help me get better.

I dream a lot, about future, abt the person I wanted to be. The one whom everyone is proud of, especially myself.
I try to be easier on me, to let myself rest when I need to, to not to judge every single decision I make and criticize it.
I try to let myself live, the way it is. No more regrets, no more blaming myself.
Feeling Im not enough has been eating me for years and I need to let that go. I need to love myself the way I am.
Im good, Im healthy, successful in my job, beautiful, and thats enough.
Maybe one day, I will be that woman I have the picture of in my head.
Life is hard enough the way it is, I shouldn't make it harder for myself...

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Mudkip · 31-35, M

Work at what you want to become, but without beating yourself up too much. Not everyone is perfect or is at the point where they wanted to be and that's perfectly fine. I'm sure you'll figure it out.

samueltyler2 · 80-89, M

Don't work yourself over for not fulfilling all your dreams. Keep striving, take little steps.

Ferric67 · M

I write for a similar reason

Foxygirl32 · 31-35, F

@Ferric67 I hope it helps both of us

in10RjFox · M

You wanted to be what kind of person ?

Foxygirl32 · 31-35, F

@in10RjFox well that is kinda personal. But I would say, someone who changes the world even to the smallest amount

in10RjFox · M

@Foxygirl32 So you wish to be a Changemaker be it Micro or Macro .. Strange that you have met a Fox who is poised to be a big time change-maker. you wanna join me in my mission?

Foxygirl32 · 31-35, F

@in10RjFox which is?

DeWayfarer · 61-69, M

You breathe, you are changing the world.

Life is change. No change, no life.

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DeWayfarer · 61-69, M

@Foxygirl32 Why control? The reason why. You are asking for the impossible by the attempt.

The general direction is more than enough. And will happen anyway.

Foxygirl32 · 31-35, F

@DeWayfarer Idk..maybe u r right. Maybe thats the reason Im so desperate to do more, and hence, always stressed and agitated...

DeWayfarer · 61-69, M

@Foxygirl32 Let it go. If it doesn't come back, it wasn't meant to be.

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