I write, hoping It will help me get better.

I dream a lot, about future, abt the person I wanted to be. The one whom everyone is proud of, especially myself.
I try to be easier on me, to let myself rest when I need to, to not to judge every single decision I make and criticize it.
I try to let myself live, the way it is. No more regrets, no more blaming myself.
Feeling Im not enough has been eating me for years and I need to let that go. I need to love myself the way I am.
Im good, Im healthy, successful in my job, beautiful, and thats enough.
Maybe one day, I will be that woman I have the picture of in my head.
Life is hard enough the way it is, I shouldn't make it harder for myself...