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ladyamelia

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I am just trying to find my spark again....

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I Am Always Second Best

Always....in 27 years of marriage I was always second to his whores....I seem to choose men that choose other woman....no matter the love I give...I know I will never be the first and only choice for anyone....I know it....It just hurts....

I Believe In Unconditional Love

You have to be careful with this type of love...not everyone is use to it...they that are not...will fight you every step of the way...do things to make you leave them...because they are afraid of this love...never being shown this love....scares the...

I Hate Valentines Day

I do.... I hate Valentines Day.... I hate Roses....and Diamonds... Don't give me that crap... It is just not celebrated in this house...

I Want To Wish You A Happy Birthday

My Dearest Rick... Tomorrow is your birthday... I hope you have had another wonderful year....I hope all is well....I hope you and your wife are very happy.... Have a great year... Till Then... Think of me fondly....as I do you... kisses and...

I Am Curious About Dominant Submissive Lifestyle

As you stand before me….I can feel your breath on my skin….my hands caress your chest…and I feel your heart beat… My fingertips run along your waist…and you smile…stepping closer to your body…my lips touch your shoulder ever so gently and glide...

I Have a Confession

I miss him...so much...I want to tell him I miss him...I start to...call or text...but I don't... God I miss him.. Do I tell him...or just let him go....

So much it hurts... I want to call...text...just say hi....but I won't... It was what it was...and I have to let go.... I love him...have for 30 years...but...this is what was meant to be.... He came into my life when I needed a boost...the...

I Have a Confession

He's leaving....and it's killing me....I just found him again and he's leaving... I've told him...I'll be lost without him... He smiled that smile...those eyes...those eyes...looked at me....I couldn't hide my tears..... I don't know what I will...

I Remember My First Crush

Beautiful blue eyes.... A smile that melted my heart... That was almost 30 years ago.... And today.... Beautiful... sad... blue eyes with a hard life attached to them.... but still sparkle when he smiles... A smile that makes me feel young...

I Gave Him My All and He Cheated On Me

I did....and he did.... and now...after 3 years....I think I can't do it anymore...I can't keep going....I tried...I fought....I fought for years...and now...I just don't think it's in me to keep fighting....I really feel like my feelings for him...

I Have a Confession

I love my time with him…..and my feelings for him….scare the hell outta me…. I know in my heart it is…what it is… and I don’t want it to be…. I want him…all of him… When he asks me to come see him… I am happy…I am excited….I feel needed and wanted…....

I Want to Curl Up In Someones Arms At Times

He texted me last night... He wanted me... I finally made it to him...and he was in pain...too much thinking... to much hurt... I crawled in bed with him...and let him talk... I caressed him...listened...and cuddled... He fell asleep holding me......

I Am Tired of Being Alone

I’m so tired of being in the same room with him and being alone….his phone more important than me…sitting in the truck…never speaking….being alone…never being touched…never being kissed…being in the same house and being strangers again… After all I...

I'm Smiling Because Of You

After all these years... He has the same smile... Same beautiful eyes... Same tender soul... His life a madhouse... But always with a smile when I see him... When I close my eyes.... And his face appears... I feel myself smile.... Because of his...

I Have a Confession

Every time we are together...it is like I'm a kid again....he makes me smile...listens to me....holds me...talks to me...kisses me... I am someone when I am with him... I am a woman...just a woman... He makes me feel whole again... and It...

Today is a prime example... I hate June... Fathers Day is the worst...so I cry... tomorrow will be better...

I Sometimes Go a Little Crazy

I swear its the only way to get his attention sometimes...just go bat sh*t crazy... Does it help...no...he's so consumed in himself... one day...it'll be too late for him...and he'll wish he'd paid more attention...

I Need to Find the Strength to Leave Him

I do...but when I leave it won't be because of him....it will be for me...my problem is I love him...but I'm loosing myself in him...its not good...not when I do the work...the trying...the understanding... I can not carry this marriage alone... but...

I Hate People Who Make Fake Profiles

Just got messaged by a kid who's profile said he was 18-21...I explained i dont add kids...he says he's 34 and its online...I explained its suspicious... and then he tells me its my loss " crazy lady".... HELLS BELLS..... really...jackass.... I'm the...

I wish my husband could be the man in real life he is in texting... In texting he is my dream... Attentive...caring...loving...kind...He is not capable of carrying that over into life... I see why the girls fall hard for him...when he texts...he's...

I Love Music From the 1980's

Its funny how a song can take you back...to the days when you were young...had that first crush... That one song comes on...and plain as day there is his face... those blue eyes...and that smile...that make you melt smile...back before you knew love...

I Hate Being Confused

I'm at a loss...I love my husband dearly...but even after going thru hell in our marriage...we are back to roommates...I'm just a fixture in the house once again.. I want to leave but I am worried about my kids being hurt... my baby would never...

A friend told me that when making love to a woman

and she gets "cat eyes"...she's in love... have you ever heard of this or is this in his own mind..

I Thought Of You Today

I really did...its been years since we chatted...and I miss ya...a lot...you taught me what has helped my marriage...the one thing we both never dreamed we'd be into...and you explained so well...and eases me into it...so yeah...I really did think of...

I Cant Stand The Smell Of Cigarette Smoke

I really hate it...but....he smokes.. and when I get a whiff of it....my mind goes back to that special place in time...his smile...his face...his eyes....

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