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46-50, F
United States
839 views · 95 followers · Online: Weeks ago (date?)
I am just trying to find my spark again....
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I Am Always Second Best
Always....in 27 years of marriage I was always second to his whores....I seem to choose men that choose other woman....no matter the love I give...I know I will never be the first and only choice for anyone....I know it....It just hurts....
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Jul 3, 2016
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I Believe In Unconditional Love
You have to be careful with this type of love...not everyone is use to it...they that are not...will fight you every step of the way...do things to make you leave them...because they are afraid of this love...never being shown this love....scares the...
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Jun 12, 2016
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I Hate Valentines Day
I do.... I hate Valentines Day.... I hate Roses....and Diamonds... Don't give me that crap... It is just not celebrated in this house...
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Jan 27, 2016
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I Want To Wish You A Happy Birthday
My Dearest Rick... Tomorrow is your birthday... I hope you have had another wonderful year....I hope all is well....I hope you and your wife are very happy.... Have a great year... Till Then... Think of me fondly....as I do you... kisses and Lov...
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Jan 19, 2016
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I Am Curious About Dominant Submissive Lifestyle
As you stand before me….I can feel your breath on my skin….my hands caress your chest…and I feel your heart beat… My fingertips run along your waist…and you smile…stepping closer to your body…my lips touch your shoulder ever so gently and glide along...
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Jan 9, 2016
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I Have a Confession
I miss him...so much...I want to tell him I miss him...I start to...call or text...but I don't... God I miss him.. Do I tell him...or just let him go....
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Dec 2, 2015
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I Miss Him
So much it hurts... I want to call...text...just say hi....but I won't... It was what it was...and I have to let go.... I love him...have for 30 years...but...this is what was meant to be.... He came into my life when I needed a boost...the cour...
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Sep 29, 2015
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I Love to Cuddle
I miss cuddling... Its been weeks and I can't sleep... His arm draped over me...his chest against my back...his scent in the air...he moves closer and his leg comes over me and pulls me in.... I miss him
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Sep 19, 2015
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I Have a Confession
He's leaving....and it's killing me....I just found him again and he's leaving... I've told him...I'll be lost without him... He smiled that smile...those eyes...those eyes...looked at me....I couldn't hide my tears......
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Aug 17, 2015
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I Remember My First Crush
Beautiful blue eyes.... A smile that melted my heart... That was almost 30 years ago.... And today.... Beautiful... sad... blue eyes with a hard life attached to them.... but still sparkle when he smiles... A smile that makes me feel young again....
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Aug 17, 2015
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I Gave Him My All and He Cheated On Me
I did....and he did.... and now...after 3 years....I think I can't do it anymore...I can't keep going....I tried...I fought....I fought for years...and now...I just don't think it's in me to keep fighting....I really feel like my ...
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Aug 11, 2015
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I Have a Confession
I love my time with him…..and my feelings for him….scare the hell outta me…. I know in my heart it is…what it is… and I don’t want it to be…. I want him…all of him… When he asks me to come see him… I am happy…I am excited….I feel needed and wanted…. ...
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Aug 11, 2015
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I Want to Curl Up In Someones Arms At Times
He texted me last night... He wanted me... I finally made it to him...and he was in pain...too much thinking... to much hurt... I crawled in bed with him...and let him talk... I caressed him...listened...and cuddled... He fell asleep holding me... I...
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Aug 5, 2015
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I Am Tired of Being Alone
I’m so tired of being in the same room with him and being alone….his phone more important than me…sitting in the truck…never speaking….being alone…never being touched…never being kissed…being in the same house and being strangers again… After all I h...
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Jul 30, 2015
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I'm Smiling Because Of You
After all these years... He has the same smile... Same beautiful eyes... Same tender soul... His life a madhouse... But always with a smile when I see him... When I close my eyes.... And his face appears... I feel myself smile.... Because of his smil...
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Jun 28, 2015
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I Have a Confession
Every time we are together...it is like I'm a kid again....he makes me smile...listens to me....holds me...talks to me...kisses me... I am someone when I am with him... I am a woman...just a woman... He makes me feel whole again... and It ...
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Jun 18, 2015
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I Am A Crier
Today is a prime example... I hate June... Fathers Day is the worst...so I cry... tomorrow will be better...
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Jun 16, 2015
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I Sometimes Go a Little Crazy
I swear its the only way to get his attention sometimes...just go bat sh*t crazy... Does it help...no...he's so consumed in himself... one day...it'll be too late for him...and he'll wish he'd paid more attention...
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Jun 13, 2015
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I Need to Find the Strength to Leave Him
I do...but when I leave it won't be because of him....it will be for me...my problem is I love him...but I'm loosing myself in him...its not good...not when I do the work...the trying...the understanding... I can not carry this marriage alo...
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Jun 7, 2015
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I Hate People Who Make Fake Profiles
Just got messaged by a kid who's profile said he was 18-21...I explained i dont add kids...he says he's 34 and its online...I explained its suspicious... and then he tells me its my loss " crazy lady".... HELLS BELLS..... really.....
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Jun 6, 2015
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