I Miss Him

So much it hurts...
I want to call...text...just say hi....but I won't...
It was what it was...and I have to let go....
I love him...have for 30 years...but...this is what was meant to be....
He came into my life when I needed a boost...the courage....the strength....
We needed each other at that time and we got each other thru...
But I can't help how my heart hurts....