I Have a Confession

I love my time with him…..and my feelings for him….scare the hell outta me….
I know in my heart it is…what it is…
and I don’t want it to be….
I want him…all of him…
When he asks me to come see him…
I am happy…I am excited….I feel needed and wanted….
I haven’t felt like this in ages…
the past five months have been the best…most confusing of my life…