I am scared to enter relationship again

@HobNoblin I want a partner.... but can't have any. I never been in long-term relationship. I am sad that i am not able to have a relationship which is a part of life

@sahi81 Me either just because I know too much about how the whole thing works. It's really all about reproduction, not a relationship. Friendship is pure, your friends with someone because you actually like them. Lovers are different, its based on sexual attraction and the actual goal is reproduction and species survival. The individual is often forfeit.

@HobNoblin i can't stay with my friends in same home 😅. A partner will give me more time and energy of his life

@sahi81 I didn't have the guts to ask a woman for sex. First time I had sex I was in a college dorm room studying and the girl I was studying with said your girlfriend needs to get you a blowjob I told her I didn't have a girlfriend she said we'll just ask some girl and I said jokingly okay why don't you give me a blowjob. And she was like okay took one look and she's like no I want you to fuck me. And that's how I lost my virginity. And I'm still friends with her we never dated. I wanted to date her and get married she always told me she didn't want that.

@dale74 US girls seem to be very open.... 😅
I live in India, we r very sexually repressed

@dale74 yes, looking at right places is important to find someone compatible

@DunningKruger yes, sometimes i feel like i don't deserve a good person. Maybe bcuz i don't love myself

@sahi81 That's a vicious spiral in which you've been caught. Men treat you bad, which makes you believe you don't deserve better, which leads you to men who treat you badly because you don't believe you deserve better. But you do. You deserve to be loved and valued, and you don't need to have anyone in your life who doesn't love and value you. You can walk away from them, not get involved with them in the first place. You can do better.

@Browneyesarebest79 I tried counselling only till now and near me there seem to be no good therapists.... i need to seach more. Thx, i will try support groups

@Shybutwilling2 now u have good partner and stable relationship?

@sahi81 i did go on to have another relationship. It was better

@Shybutwilling2 ic. as u wish

@littlepuppywantanewlife i struggle with anger, anxiety, self-discipline ( i often end up not living up to my words even when my intentions are good) and i sometimes made stupid mistakes due to my carelessness

@sahi81 can you elaborate me inbox?

@littlepuppywantanewlife ok. at night