I Long For Someone to Really Know MeBut the problem is I'm extremely guarded and I'd be amazed if I lowered it. I've had too many negative experiences with people and it's left me jaded and cynical, and people only see that or worse, they think I've got something to hide. But in...See More »
I Like to Break the Rules SometimesRules are there to be broken. I mean, today I dared to have a coffee after 3pm. Talk about rebellious!
I Do Respond To Every Message In My Ep InboxIf you've taken time to message me, it's only polite you get a response. :)
I Just Want To Feel That I Am Important To SomeoneBut that ship has sailed, the chance for new, platonic close bonds is gone. Friendship isn't a priority for most, or even something that is semi-important. Whenever I've had people in my life, they disappeared when someone better came along, and at...See More »
I'm being held hostage by my cat, send help! and maybe some food.She's lying on me whilst in bed. I'm here for the day.
I May Be Nice But I Am Not StupidI've been stupid and naive in the past, let people walk all over me. But that's no longer the case. I'm a polite, civil person who hates conflict, but if you mess with me, I'm a heartless bastard who would crush you without mercy.
I Believe Good Manners Is Not Old FashionedThey cost nothing, a bit of civility and politeness goes a long way.
I Value My PrivacyI'd like to think I'm reasonably open, but only ever on my terms. I like to express myself on here, but it's only ever to a point. It's probably not a virtue in 2017, but I'm guarded and I believe that's the best way to be, unless somebody proves...See More »
I Fight Depression and Loneliness EverydaySaturday again. The worst day of the week, the day when I feel at my worst. When the dark cloud comes no matter how hard you try to stop it.
I Spend a Lot of Time By MyselfNot entirely through choice though. I mean, I like my alone time, it's helpful for reflection, bringing energy levels back up, helps me focus on projects and so on. But the problem is, I have too much of it, I don't really have a social life or spend...See More »
Whilst on a walk this afternoon, I had three different cats talking to me. I'm the real life Doctor Dolittle.
I Wasted My Time On SomeoneI've wasted my time with so many people, only to be hurt, rejected and just plain not appreciated. It never stops hurting, even though I am so ridiculously used to it.
I Don't Believe In Organized ReligionIt's so much easier just to live life without it. I try to be a good person, do good things and I have morals I stick to. If religion works for you and enriches your life, I respect that. It's not essential though, just live life, be nice and try...See More »
I Support Manchester UnitedIt's good to be back in the Champions League. And a decent group draw too, hopefully we'll do well. Winning it is probably a step too far this year, but you never know!
I Want to Quit SmokingI haven't smoked in a week. Today has been the hardest day. I was coping, now I have this desire to do it again. Must resist...
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