The moment when you realize someone does not love you .And that you are as alone in the world as you ever were. After they wasted years of your life. Is profound. Love is not avoidant. Love is not a coward punk that leaves you to die alone.
Giving myself timeI want a man, a real and genuine one..as time has slipped in between youth and the elder parts, my cradle to grave experience has realized this old bag of bones and worm food desires giving myself time. Time to heal. Time to learn. Time to grow. Time... See More »
What is it that she wanted ?So this girl who came into my life during a horrible time and said she was my friend and had my back and supported me at first abd built a strong connection with me ended up doing a 360 after texting me 24/7 told me she liked me when she was "drunk"... See More »
Do you have any stories in your drafts folder here?Why haven't you posted them? I have 10 there. I've left them - they suited another time in life. I can't bear to think about them or even read them now. They stem from a time I experienced one of my greatest disappointments and heartaches of... See More »
It must be nice to be normalTo have people who want to spend time with you, to get invited to things, to have the sex you're attracted to be attracted to you when they can see what you look like the whole time. I might be struggling with suicidal thoughts again
