what was a blessing in disguise?for you ? though I've not encountered any just yet so waiting for my turn
It was a fresh day, fresh feeling, good bath ๐ , towards mid noon suddenly I got unwell so yh it'll not go as I planneds!ck.
connect with sincere people, atleast you'll not end up hopelessbut who's sincere am I enough for you or are you are you sincere to me even if I'm will it work
whose loss it was? I still wonder! though I see only myself as the loser here in th case but will not u miss m even a little after all th time thyou'rsuddenly gone
ofcourse I'm someone you know but you'll never truly know who's meI'm a puzzle I can't solve myself n sorry I forgot the main point again ๐คทโโ๏ธโ๏ธ๐ฌ
was I ever even ready to face the challenges in outside world?being born feels a curse not a blessing as thy say to me Thy call m tht
it never gets any easy then why was I happy in initial days, so excited, for example before joining school I thought It'll be a fun life but after deadealing with bullies and consuming heavy books towards the end all my initial excitement was literally gone
I see! this's not the place for me! I'm not meant for this life! I should try to leave as soon as possible and while I'm working on myself just want tto say tht sorry for the temporary disturbance ๐ณ๏ธ๐ โโ๏ธ๐๏ธ
am I here to experiment? No idea , where this experience wil lead me but please leave me alone for sometimeescape
being ugly is the best , it's the most permanent beauty standard, I feel proud to be called ugly, there wil never be a stupid measurement or comparisowith growing age, always just the same , itstlike forever
I'm working harder everyday so I may get there fasterit's not getting any better but I do have and in our memories we did share bigger hopes for future
as I'm getting older continuing education seems getting harder with all other bigger responsibilities, disturbances etc,I'm becoming increasingly hopeless I do understand tht the time I'm getting to study is precious, I should use it well , whenver I get little good time or just anytime I should study
for a longtime I had no knowledge of death but when I understood what it's ( I still don't know clearly) but I got little fear to face it then after llosing so many , so much pain , hurt now no longer I've fear just feeling lik I'll welcome it the sooner the better just prayers in advance frm
before an exam I used to lock myself in a room totallyyy to study and when I'll go out for anything I'll sort of make a self alarm to return by sch ica particular time at any cost thn it really worked for me it really did
time once gone is forever gone, you should decide how you should use your time and yes whenver it comes to me I feel I've just decided to waste it
it happens more often, after studying for sometime I'm so immersed in books tht I don't realise, I'll not realise tht hours have been passed jst lik tand it's satisfying so arrange the room well ( I'll too today) finish having food and start studying have fun buddies
every odd is a styleI was always this insecure person ofcourse in m whole academic life I was on the receiving side being bullied It's not tht I lived like a forest man but I never had much time to decorate myself I wasn't a tomboy either I heard this quote someone mch... See More ยป