It was always between me and my head. Never meant to hurt you in the process.Wish I could believe that things will get better, Wish I could just flip a switch in my mind.. Then I could fix how I feel altogether, Then I could mean it when I say I'm fine. (1)
No, not whateverI've been wondering about the decade to come. You know, the next four years or so. Somehow I've managed to stay alive this far but I'm indeed scared enough to start panicking. What will happen to the rest and quietness, let alone the periods of high... See More »
Letter to myself 01: (from my hypomanic to my depressed self).Hey you, Right at this moment, I'm exhaused. I've been doing a lot of 24h shifts these days and work 5 days out of 07, sometimes the weekend included. However, I still find myself waking up at 5.30 am regardless of when I slept (sometimes I would... See More »
whats the answer to insecurity feelingssometimes i have the realization that my elderly mum & dad won't be around forever, i'm exceptionally close to my mother as i always have been.....i have no other support mechanism, lost touch with old friends from the past and that one day, i'll be... See More »
what do you do when you feel insecuresometimes i have the realization that my elderly mum & dad won't be around forever, i'm exceptionally close to my mother as i always have been.....i have no other support mechanism, lost touch with old friends from the past and that one day, i'll be... See More »
Time / RegretWe like to think we are playing chess in our lives. Always , planning ahead with moves. We are at best chimps at roulette wheel. Those plans mean so much until they don’t. Some unforeseen circumstance delays, derails the plan. “They “say,... See More »
Self analysis observations with your host Jarfff ZoonofabrickThe things that are said in type wherever it may be are repeated over and over in the head during the better part of a whole day, and during this, a pro and a contra are experienced for cognizable amounts of time, feeling the thoughts shift from one... See More »
