My first poem in years to my husbandFor You My Darling Love Darkness clouds my eyes and loneliness feels my heart I'm waiting for you. Watching and hoping you will come to me. It's been almost a year since I felt your touch and breathe on my skin Waiting is hard. My heart starts... See More »
Help my hair is hideous!After many months of severe depression and not taking care of my hair I brushed all the knots out of it today. It kinda feels worse and frizzy. It has turned very gray and dry. Please tell me what to do now? My hair needs help!
Day 1: Starting OverThis is the first day of my new life. Instead of sleeping till 5pm I got up at 6 am. I called a friend then went for a walk. Next I washed 75 percent of the dirty dishes. Then the depression came calling begging me to go back to bed. I slept till 2... See More »
The Day Before I Start to get Better:Someone sent me a wonderful article about how to get over depression. I'm severely depressed and very unhappy with my life. I went to the counselor and she said I'm very sick and in need of some drastic changes in my life to start getting better.... See More »
On the matter of SUFFERING!Do you suffer? I suffer from fibromyalgia and schizophrenia and bipolar and PTSD. I need a full knee replacement and possibly rotator cuff surgery. I'm just wondering what others suffer from
It didn't go as planned.I tried asking him to leave today but he turned everything back on me and made it my fault. Now I'm confused. I went to the counselor today and she said that I am in desperate need for something to change in my life. I'm in a very bad spot.
Will you brush my hairI've been depressed for a while and now I have knots in my hair. I feel like cutting it all off. I just wish I had a kind person to help me with it.
To Game or not to Game?Long story short: bought my husband a game system so he could connect his 7 kids lol. Now he's up all night playing and sleeping all day. He wants me to give it a try. What do you think? I feel uncoordinated, old, and unsure lol
There are knots in my hair!There are knots in my hair and my hair is falling out. I'm so depressed I barely function. The psychiatrist has figured out how to stop my psychotic episodes and mania but the depression lingers.
I move in on MondayAn update on my living situation. When I came on here I was homeless but in 2 days I will be moving in to my own apartment!
Can someone please explain this to meSo how come my hallucinations can grab, bite, hit, hold me down but I can't attack them back?
I used to be very beautiful. It is odd to me now looking back...... I thought I was a hideous beast way to ugly to be beautiful but look at me.... I was so wrong! (1)
988 Do you know?. Did you know you can call or text 988 at anytime for any reason and a kind caring person will talk to you about anything you need. I get scared a lot and confused....... These are my new go to guys! They don't judge and you are never a bother to... See More » (1)
A Place For People Like MeThere needs to be a place for people like me to go when we are not suicidal but still not okay. A place with group therapy, food, others like me... A place to rest and be safe
I still feel terribleI had my tonsils removed and tubes in my ears this past Tuesday.., I would not wish this on my worst enemy
I'm in the hospitalSo yesterday morning I had my tonsils removed and tubes put in my ears. I'm 48 so it is much harder on a grown up than a child. I'm in so much pain. I can barely stand it. I feel like such a wimp.
Intensive Outpatient TherapyFor those of you concerned about me I am going to The Critical Stabilization Unit until Tuesday morning. Tuesday I am having surgery to help my sleep apnea. Most of my problems stem from lack of sleep so hopefully I will be able to sleep soon. I... See More »
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