I Am GrievingNo matter how strong I am, no matter what progress I have made during the week on my goals of going on with my life....Sundays knock me down. Lenny died on a Sunday 26 weeks ago at 6:30PM. Today, like every Sunday since, I am just laying in bed... See More »
I Am Dealing With GriefEven though I know the end, Well I'd do it all again 'Cause I got a lifetime in while you loved me I was born the day you kissed me And I died inside the night you left me But I lived, oh how I lived While you loved me" ~Rascal Flatts
I Love BooksOk...so I've been downloading a lot of books lately and reading them on my phone. Tonight I have a REAL book that I want to finish. I turn off the lights, get comfy under the blankets, open the book, look down at the page and only THEN realize I need... See More »
I Am GrievingTo my husband: I love you and I miss you. I'm so sorry I wasn't holding you. I hope you were still sleeping and that you weren't afraid. I was so close to you. I hope I would've woken up if you needed me. I didn't mean to fall asleep. I dozed off... See More »
I Am Grieving Me and my honey in Saratoga 5 years ago. How I miss him. Its almost 5 months since he died. (1)
I Am GrievingLast night I dreamed I was looking for my husband. Somebody told me he was on a ship going overseas. I was desperate to talk to him and convince him to stay. I needed a special phone to talk with him on the ship. Nobody would help me to get this... See More »
I Am Grieving A LossI keep trying...I really do. But whether I stay home and isolate or force myself to go out...the pain is there and gets worse. I feel like our love was just an illusion. All thru his illness I seemed (was) (felt) (acted) strong. Now he is gone and... See More »
I am finding that on this site...that as many perverts or weirdos I have to block...there are more compassionate and sincere people
I Am GrievingI feel so numb...like I could learn today that I won 10 million dollars or could be told an asteroid will destroy Earth in 10 days...and my reaction would be the same. Nothing seems to matter anymore since my husband died.
I Sometimes Say Im Okay, Even When I'm NotJust hangin' at my favorite watering hole on this hot & steamy day in NY. Sitting in the yard enjoying some vino.
I have decided to start an exercise routine after a long period of inactivity. I think yoga may be a good start. Any advice?I'm 53 years old. Always had a busy life. My husband passed away in Feb. after a long battle with cancer. I guess I stayed fit just by taking care of him. Since he died I've lost 30 lbs and I am so flabby. Figure exercise may help me emotionally and... See More »
