I feel so numb...like I could learn today that I won 10 million dollars or could be told an asteroid will destroy Earth in 10 days...and my reaction would be the same. Nothing seems to matter anymore since my husband died.
It'll feel that way for a long time, and the echoes of the feeling will always be with you - adding a bitter taste to everything, but eventually becoming bittersweet. The memories will eventually slowly start to become less and less haunted.
I know what that's like. It's almost 12 months for me, I'm just starting to really reconnect with real life. Sorry for your loss, I hope you have good friends to listen & support. Best wishes.
@nojudging Thank you for the encouraging words and sorry for your loss. I do have friends that I hang with occasionally but find I often need to be alone in my sorrow
Yes, I understand that perfectly. Me also, yet I can also see life is becoming ok again. I feel good in that whilst I don't have the physical presence I always feel her here with me & always have the memories. We are all different so I wouldn't think to tell you what you should do, just wishing you all the best.