Random dumb thoughts againTheres always gonna be a part of my brain that believes my boyfriend just tolerates me and secretly hates me, when I know that's far from the truth. I dont know why I think this, possible reasons are complicated. Maybe it's just because I'm opening... See More »
Love being ignored + rantJust a little thing I love being ignored by people :> apparently I'm not real, yet I'm called out for not "collaborating". I TRY TO, BUT NOBODY LISTENS!...I hate people so much- too many of them, common sense is rare, and they're loud for no goddamn... See More »
Random weird thoughtsI randomly remembered the fact that sometimes before if I was super angry or super depressed for whatever reason I would use my nails to scratch my arms, hard. It doesn't happen as often now and only when I've gotten furious at a game or something. I... See More »
Kinda morbid thoughtI have a heart appointment thing on the 18th cause last time I was at the doctor they checked and heard a slight murmur or smth, it's probably nothing but for reason part of me hopes it's something for whatever reason. Maybe a form of self-hatred..I... See More »
World, please stopI just want the world to stop, things just feel way too fast. Fun having a mental decline at the start of my last year in highschool and know for a fact my mental health doesn't matter and that I'll feel somewhat normal again in like a few hours.... See More »
Old dream's shitty sequelSo, i just had a dream that's basically a sequel to one I had as a kid. I used to be terrified of it when i was younger and i haven't thought about it in years, but this one just felt like a shitty rehash of the first one and kinda a rip off of The... See More »
Follow up to 'Things have felt off since my most recent birthday' (kinda)I've been thinking about how I've been feeling mentally recently and how I slowly seem to be feeling worse and worse for reasons unknown. I can't talk to my parents about it since my dad already has his own mental health struggles going on and my mom... See More »
Whats wrong with people-What is it with adults online being attracted to kids Usually after they become famous, they instantly are into minors -_- And if its not that, then they do other terrible things. If anyone is famous then you just gotta wait/ be prepared for when... See More »
Vague memory (vent?)I have a vague memory where when I was a kid, my parents went out and I was being watched by my Uncle. We just hungout upstairs and I slept on a mattress thingy there for fun. I remember waking up in the middle of the night, it was pitch black but I... See More »
