Whats my name [vent]Recently no name has felt right for me, I have been questioning my gender again a bit recently, and it's only recently I've felt that no name really seems right to me. Maybe it's cause I'm just used to not being addressed much, and even less being... See More »
Past issues affecting me nowI've been thinking about how I can never correct people on how to pronounce my name or what my pronouns are. I think ever since grade 6 where I unintentionally said "my name is ---" to a teacher in I guess a rudeish tone? (I was feeling excited at... See More »
I can't tell anyone [vent]Whenever my boyfriend says he wants to end himself, I always get super worried. But I feel like I can't tell anyone about it, especially my parents because I don't know what my boyfriend will think and if my actions will make it worse, and what my... See More »
Nobody listens [vent]Nobody I'm close wwith likes to listen to me. It's always what they wanna do/say. Everytime I try to say something I think, feel or wanna do It's just ignored. Only person who really seems to listen is my school counsellor I've been talking to before... See More »
Everyone is against me [Vent]It feels like everyone close to me is against me, they put up a good front but I know the truth. They all talk shit about me behind my back. It could just be because my brain see's others as a threat or idk. I wish I didn't have to interact with... See More »
Random dumb thoughts againTheres always gonna be a part of my brain that believes my boyfriend just tolerates me and secretly hates me, when I know that's far from the truth. I dont know why I think this, possible reasons are complicated. Maybe it's just because I'm opening... See More »
Love being ignored + rantJust a little thing I love being ignored by people :> apparently I'm not real, yet I'm called out for not "collaborating". I TRY TO, BUT NOBODY LISTENS!...I hate people so much- too many of them, common sense is rare, and they're loud for no goddamn... See More »
Random weird thoughtsI randomly remembered the fact that sometimes before if I was super angry or super depressed for whatever reason I would use my nails to scratch my arms, hard. It doesn't happen as often now and only when I've gotten furious at a game or something. I... See More »
Kinda morbid thoughtI have a heart appointment thing on the 18th cause last time I was at the doctor they checked and heard a slight murmur or smth, it's probably nothing but for reason part of me hopes it's something for whatever reason. Maybe a form of self-hatred..I... See More »
World, please stopI just want the world to stop, things just feel way too fast. Fun having a mental decline at the start of my last year in highschool and know for a fact my mental health doesn't matter and that I'll feel somewhat normal again in like a few hours.... See More »
Old dream's shitty sequelSo, i just had a dream that's basically a sequel to one I had as a kid. I used to be terrified of it when i was younger and i haven't thought about it in years, but this one just felt like a shitty rehash of the first one and kinda a rip off of The... See More »
Follow up to 'Things have felt off since my most recent birthday' (kinda)I've been thinking about how I've been feeling mentally recently and how I slowly seem to be feeling worse and worse for reasons unknown. I can't talk to my parents about it since my dad already has his own mental health struggles going on and my mom... See More »
Whats wrong with people-What is it with adults online being attracted to kids Usually after they become famous, they instantly are into minors -_- And if its not that, then they do other terrible things. If anyone is famous then you just gotta wait/ be prepared for when... See More »
Vague memory (vent?)I have a vague memory where when I was a kid, my parents went out and I was being watched by my Uncle. We just hungout upstairs and I slept on a mattress thingy there for fun. I remember waking up in the middle of the night, it was pitch black but I... See More »
