Life is just a f*ing circleWe always knew we’d get to this point again. It always drags me back. Depression, apathy, overwhelm, and feeling trapped. Unfulfilled. I don’t want to exist. Existing is too overwhelming.
Morning timesIt’s morning and it’s peaceful to just lay listening to the morning birds, I’m happy the temperatures have been warmer. Maybe it will be a good day or maybe everything will go wrong but I’ll always have right now. The calm and fresh air and wrapped... See More »
I need good newsHey! The world has been pretty chaotic lately so I was hoping that we could all share good news ❤ let me know what has gone right in your world lately! I’ll start :) I just started planting a garden and my rhubarb seeds have sprouted! (1)
New BeginningsStarting over again doesn’t feel hard. I thought it would but if anything it feels easy, like an adventure. Ive got a new job and it feels like a new fresh start. It’s lovely after so much heartache
I miss youI miss so many things about you. It’s been too long and I’m struggling, I’ve been busy and you have been busy but I miss you. Serendipity Waits for no one.
I don’t even careI’m sick of hypocrisy at work, they keep saying “we want you to have all these perks because you train people” and then they also are just like “Well you didn’t sell enough so say goodbye to your bonus!” Yeah because I was training people?? Like... See More »
I Am Open MindedI shared a story with my friend today about my family and she said it explained how open minded and easygoing I was. I realized how right she was, I’ve always been very non-judgemental, but she made me realize that it was because of what I had grown... See More »
I Want To Run Away And See The WorldSometimes I have this daydream where I run away and apply to work on a cruise ship as a children’s care person. I would teach them structured lessons and supervise play. I wonder how my life would have turned out if I had run away, I’m happy with my... See More »
I Believe In MagicOne day I looked at myself in the mirror and I noticed that my eyes looked brighter than they did before. For the first time in a long time I felt like life finally was going well and I realized in that moment of staring at my bright eyes in that... See More »
Whats the use?Sometimes I have to find things to do with myself, but its hard. So I plan things with friends. Because if I force myself to do things with people then I wont retreat. But then people cancel on me and ive been in bed for two days not wanting to do... See More »
What should I do?My boyfriend wants me to start coding and take over his old job. I dont know anytging about coding. He said im just "making excuses to not put in effort or take risks". I have a decent job that I like... the other one just pays better. Hes making me... See More »
What can you do when you start to disassociate?Ive started feeling lost and like im not really part of my own life. Like im trapped just staring at everything unfold. Im just a ghost not participating.
I Am LonelySometimes it feels as if my pain and emotions have me backed into a corner. There is no one to talk to that would understand. Because the people that you want to understand aren't even replying. They are the only ones you want to help you but its not... See More »
I Hate My PastI wanted you to stay. I was scared and too young to be on my own, but you left me dad. You picked up everything with promises that you would be back soon when I was twelve. When my mother told me that you werent coming back I didn't truly believe... See More »
