I "I Drink Alone"I enjoy dancing alone in my living room with a glass of wine or gin (straight) in one had and a hair brush in the other as I sing out loud to my favorite songs. Dancing with my shadows and drinking till my head spins just feels so "sigh" freeing,... See More »
I Long For Someone to Really Know MeThose of you who have seen seasons 1-10 of Grey's Anatomy will understand when I say, I so desperately long for a friendship like Meredith and Christina, the twisted sisters who have been my closest friends for years. I would love to find someone I... See More »
I Spend a Lot of Time By MyselfAlone time for me can be bad or good. Lately I've spent so much time alone and mostly in my head, that I've created false memories. After a whole day of no socializing online or in person interaction with another person, I woke up this morning... See More »
I Want to Be HappyI often find myself in situations where I experience true or real happiness for just a moment. I won't say second, but it does go away just as fast it came. I catch myself evaluating that moment and thinking at what point did it start, when did I... See More »
I Hate Guys Who Hit WomenThis month is Domestic Violence Awareness month. Just putting that out there.
I Think Good Friends Are RareI have yet to find a friend I can call a Best Friend Forever. I guess at 23 if you don't already have that in your life, you may never find it. I've lost touch with my high school friends, and drifted away from my college friends mainly because they... See More »
I Don't Fear DeathI've been thinking about it a lot this past month. I just don't want to be here anymore. I'm not afraid. It would be a release, a great escape. I just hate feeling down all the time. I hate feeling like I don't matter. I hate forcing myself to be... See More »
I Want You To Accept Me For Who Am II don't like bubbly happy video games. I don't like video games with too many pastel colors. I don't like call of duty. I don't like adventure time or anything similar. I don't like Bob's Burgers. If I wanted to play a video game, it would be Left... See More »
I'm Not PerfectMy number one character flaw is that I tend to put others before myself. I screwed myself over and got a B on my senior film because I chose not to crew up. My schools film department is small with only a few good film students. Most of my usual crew... See More »
I Am Afraid of RejectionI'm afraid she will reject me. Say no and turn away never to see me again. I don't want to scare her away with what I have to say. I don't want her to break my heart. I'm afraid I won't be able to pick up the pieces once they fall. I have to ask her.... See More »
I Feel EmptyI feel empty all the time. I try to fill up on food and drinks, but I feel nothing but nauseated and gaseous. I want to this feeling to go away. I just don't know how or what could fill up this empty feeling I have inside.
I Want To Cry All The TimeI sit once again in a room full of friends and I want to cry. What do I have to cry about?
I Want To Cry All The TimeSometimes the tears just fall. I want to whip them away, but my arms refuse to move. My face still and motionless; numb to the touch, denies me the ability to feel the wetness of each tear. Am I even crying? I don't want to move. I don't want try. I... See More »
I Love AnimeI love love Ouran High School Host Club, Fruits Baskets, Vampire + Rosario, Vampire Knight, DeathNote, Inuyasha, Yu Yu Hakasho ( anyone remember this one?), Strawberry Panic, Princess Princess, High School of the Dead, and there's more. ^_^
I Define My Life With Song LyricsI'm falling deep, do you already know? My love is after you! - Meg Myers
I Define My Life With Song LyricsDesire, I'm hungry. I hope you feed me. How do you want me, how do you want me? How do you want me, how do you want me?! Meg Myers
I Am Prone to Dark MoodsI'm in a dark place again. Caught in a web of negativity and self hate, I can't break away. Every bad thought, every bad name clings to my mind. I fear they'll never let go. Like a small child hiding the covers, I close my eyes tightly, praying the... See More »
I Define My Life With Song LyricsI'm a creep, I'm a weirdo. What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here. - radiohead
