I Long For Someone to Really Know Me
Those of you who have seen seasons 1-10 of Grey's Anatomy will understand when I say, I so desperately long for a friendship like Meredith and Christina, the twisted sisters who have been my closest friends for years. I would love to find someone I could call "my person". A person who knows me better than I know myself. A person who needs me just as much as I need them. A person who will keep my secrets and help my process my feelings with understanding. I really want someone to care to know me, and want me to just be me. Like Meredith and Christina, I too am dark and twisted, complete with baggage and insecurities. I want someone close, but I just can't get people to see beneath the surface. I have come to find that everyone in my circle is coupled up or has "a person". I'm now 25 with few friends who seem more like acquaintances I see more than others. Is it too late for me to meet someone new or expand my current relationships to have that one person I've always wanted? Is it me, am I doing something wrong? I believe I'm ready to be more open and less guarded. I'm ready to let someone in and be the real me. I don't want to hide behind fake smiles anymore. I want to be myself with someone else who truly gets me. I want to call someone "my person".