I Write To Express My ThoughtsWe had our own language almost... No one else would have understood us. He finished my sentences and I started his. Even silent.. We were in sync. I love him every minute. Every second I see nothing but his eyes. He was my safe place... My heart...See More »
I Will Always Love You With All My Heart Im not letting go of our blue blanket pumpkin. Or of you. Im always here for you. Forever. No matter what.
I Write To Express My ThoughtsMy heart is just so broken. I got drunk and I rarely even drink. Once it wore off I just started crying again. Im miserable and confused and don't even want to wake up anymore.
I Dont Know Who I Am AnymoreWhen the only thing you've ever loved and trusted suddenly abandons you and throws you away..nothing is real anymore. Ive fallen backwards like a landslide. I can't eat I can't sleep. All I do is cry and Im supposed to be better? I feel like im dying
Are you ashamed of your truth?I am :( Iv'e always been to ashamed to tell it all. How bad it really is. Even anonymous I hide my face in shame....
I Like to Write About How I FeelWhat is forever? It seems to be disposable when you are a joke. Im like Carrie covered in pigs blood. I miss who I was. I look for her but she gave up on me... Ive cried everyday for a month and I keep fading more and more away.. I was to hard to...See More »
I Like to Write About How I FeelI was twelve years old the first time I tried to kill myself. Not for typical reasons. I didn't have the life of an average 12 year old. I'd think at school ...jump so you don't have to go home. I prayed I wouldn't wake up anymore. I saw no way to...See More »
I Loved Someone That Didn't Love MeMama why don't you want me? I love you so.. I do all I can to get your attention I cry .. I wipe my own blood away. Im even quiet when you say so. I sit alone. Alone. Im older. I stare at her with hurt eyes. Blue clouded with tears What is so...See More »
I am a New Member at Similar WorldsI feel really weird even posting this bc Im really shy. But hello everyone. Im new here. I decided to give it a try because I like to write. Im friendly :)
Do you ever awaken with a particular quote, poem or song reverberating through your mind?I often do...
I Dont Know Who I Am AnymoreI have no idea. Im just as lost as anyone could possibly be...and I don't know what part of me is real anymore. I look back at some girl trapped in a bad dream. I look forward and see nothing at all. My hope is gone.
I Fake Smile To Hide My SadnessI don't really smile much..but I act goofy and funny to try to cover how ashamed I am of being so hurt and sad. Ill be someone else for awhile if it can help me through.