I Like to Write About How I Feel

What is forever?
It seems to be disposable when you are a joke.
Im like Carrie covered in pigs blood.
I miss who I was.
I look for her but she gave up on me... Ive cried everyday for a month and I keep fading more and more away..
I was to hard to hold. .
Echoes of my mother come back to me
You are a burden......
I remember each blow to my face then...
I still cant sit down without it hurting.
I wont ever grow up because Im dead..
Ive been wandering like this forever.
If only this forever could be disposable....
Its hell...

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SoFine · 46-50, F

The constant of life is change. ..

Get used to change, else you will hold you back, stuck. ..if you stay stuck you will become stagnant. ..

I too considered to be a burden on my mum...(my mum slapped me allot, even a friend that was 18 years old got one from her)

When I let that go... I got freedom (forgive her)

The gold in life is to free the mind from the constant mind chatter. You keep you trapped in your mind going over and over this old events. .

That is why many daily quite meditate,this helps to catch you when you trap you in. With meditation you will know. In time you will be able to stop all the old ways of thinking,over thinking

On YouTube are many music healing meditation try them.....try Success River or Vortex Success

So...forever is living in the NOW, then the next now. To live in each moment as it is.....

SW-User

damn

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