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21cookielover21

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I Suck At Poetry

What You Don't Know She smiles as she walks on by The same face you see everyday No one knows what she keeps inside They just go past, keeping on their way She goes to her room where she's alone And sits by herself at last The tears roll down that...

I'm just so tired of life lately. I'm tired of stressing over grades and all my classes. I'm tired of hating myself all the time. I'm tired of constantly fighting with myself to do the right thing. Or to not hurt myself. I'm tired of fighting with...

I Love Music and Singing

i love music and singing because of how it makes me feel. Most days when I had a bad day or am feeling down, I go for a walk or to a private place and just listen to music and sing. It always makes me feel better and takes my mind off whatever...

I Have Thought About Suicde

Have you ever looked up at a tall building and wondered what it would be like to jump off? Have you ever looked at a speeding car passing by and wondered what it would be like to jump in front? Have you ever been cutting yourself and wondered what it...

I Need Someone to Talk to

I had a story on here that got taken down cuz I guess needing someone to talk to violates their guidelines...I think i was just meant to be alone....but anyways I'm just looking for a friend who will listen when I need to vent..which is often...

I Want to Give Up

What's the point of trying so hard if it never gets you anywhere? Never brings you anything but pain and sorrow.

I Hate That Moment

That moment when you realize those sixth months meant nothing to him. All those words he said, about love and marriage and happiness, were all a lie. He never cared, or wanted you, he was just waiting for someone to better to come around so he could...

Smoking or cutting?

What do you do to cheer yourself up when your sad?

Nothing inappropriate or anything please.

Why won't he tell me what I did wrong?

My boyfriend broke up with me...yet today he told me he still loves me and he just wants to be single right now......why won't he tell me why?

I Feel Empty Inside

They say its better to have loved and lost then never to have loved at all. However, I disagree. Cuz love gives you hope. Hope that maybe you aren't as terrible as you think you are. Hope that maybe its possible for someone as messed up as you to be...

I Suck At Poetry

Truth is that I love you But do you still feel the same? Why is everything changing? Am I the one to blame? It seems you only love me When its convenient for you I try to make things work with us Yet I always feel so blue I just wish that you'd try...

There's nothing I believe in more than my own insignificance. So why does everybody think that my words can make a difference? -SR-71

I Listen to the Same Song Over and Over

Don't Say Goodbye by Skillet I listen to this song over and over because it makes me think of you. Its all the things I wanted to tell you but was too afraid. Its like it was written to describe my feelings for you. It makes me cry, but I cant stop...

I Worry Too Much

I worry so much about you. You mean everything to me. I dont know what I'd do without you. I know you're going through a lot right now. But I wish you'd take the time to talk to me. To tell me what's going on. To stop me from worrying so much. To...

What's your favorite kind of pie?

Do you relate songs to people?

Whenever I hear songs, they always make me think of someone.

I Want You To Care

Maybe the reason I'm afraid to tell you things, is because I'm afraid you won't care. When you found out I cut myself, you said you'd take away my knife. You said it'd be ok. That's was two years ago. I still cut myself. With the same knife. Why'd...

If you self-harm, would you tell your bf/gf?

I Hate Disappointing People

I think I have a serious disappointment complex. It controls my life. I set ridiculously high standards for myself so that I won't disappoint other people. And it has ruined my life. It has led to me having no self esteem and serious anxiety issues...

I Love Him But Hate Him At the Same Time

Its never enough for you to break my heart. Its never enough to destroy any sliver of self-importance I may have managed to obtain. You have to keep coming back. Every time I finally start to heal, you're always there to rip off the bandage. We're...

I Feel So Alone

Why don't you care about what happens to me? You always look the other way. I just want you to notice. I want you to care. But you don't. I guess I'm better off alone.

I Think I'm Depressed

I feel like all this time mu happiness was hanging over the edge, threatening to fall back into the dark recesses of my tortured mind. And tonight the string finally snapped, sending me spiraling down into the black hole of my thoughts. The...

I'm so sick of everything. There's so much wrong right now and all my friends say they're their for me yet whenever I get sad I feel so alone. I just wanna hide in a corner for the rest of my life. Actually I wanna start cutting again more than...

Should I be mad?

My boyfriend knows I hate the fact that he smokes. Yet he does it every time we Skype. He says he's cutting back and only smoking like two a day. So why does he have to do it in front of me?

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