I Love Him But Hate Him At the Same Time

Its never enough for you to break my heart. Its never enough to destroy any sliver of self-importance I may have managed to obtain. You have to keep coming back. Every time I finally start to heal, you're always there to rip off the bandage. We're lost in a never ending cycle of pain and torture. Dont you see what we're doing to each other? Yet it just keeps coming back. I love you, and its slowly killing me. Shattering my heart piece by piece and twisting it around so it will never be whole again. I want to escape, but its far too late. I'm trapped.